"no Changmin no, I dont want too"I said lazily as Changmin kept on forcing me to talk with him, when we actually talked nonsense for 3 straight hours.Its getting my nerve ugh.

"Come on Y/n why are you so cold to me? Are you trying hard to get?"He asked whining like a kid while pulling my hand swinging them.

I sighed and let out a genuine smile remembering how my mom used to do that to me whenever we are talking or whenever she wants me to do something.That smile soon faded when that ass interrupt me.

"Are you smiling because of me?"Changmin asked making me scoffed and pushed him hardly until he fell to the floor.I mean he is cute yeah just cute but anyway, he always keep me company whenever Im bored so no biggy beside there's nothing to do here.

"Ew no, Im smiling because I remembered my memory with my mom.She's such an angel"I said and smiled again when I mentioned her name making Changmin smile a bit making my heart race.He smiled genuinely not a flirty one.

"You missed your mom dont you?"He asked making me feel empty out of all of the sudden.I just looked at him straight in the eyes for the first time.

And I gotta admit, he made my heart race for the first time.The way his eyes twinkle naturally,his smooth skin ,plump lips, toned body---oh god what was I thinking I cant fall over a guy like him.He's way out of my league.

"Who doesnt Changmin she's my mom the person who raised me up"I said, ugh I just loved the way how his name rolled over my tongue.Wait who said that? Phew the wind must be so strong until I can hear it whispering into my ears.

"If you dont mind ,why are you here? Why did my dad brought you here? Its not that Im complaining though"He asked, my heart suddenly went soft and I decided to tell him the reason why I was brought here.

"I didnt want to be here to be honest.Im here sacrificing myself behalf of my parents.My dad are old already, he cant work that hard anymore due to ageing and my mom cant do a slight work since she's sick but she tried her best to work for me.--"

"---sometimes life is against you Changmin.No matter how old you are you need to make some income for yourself, yet I decided to work hard everyday just to reduce my father's dept with your father.We cant afford paying my mother's hospital fee so thats why your father lend us some money.But things doesnt go right as always"I said daydreaming.

"Did your mother get better?"He asked in curious, a sad smile plastered in my face again making me sigh emotionally.

"No Changmin she didnt, she have a tuberculosis "I said and almost break down in front of him.My life is full of regret when I remembered myself of wanting to study really hard just to make my mom proud of me.But what can I do? My college probably kicked me out without me knowing since I didnt attend it for god knows how many days.After this I might need to apply for it again or just work 4-5 part time jobs to support myself and my parents.

"Im sorry to hear that, you know Im always here if you want a shoulder to cry on"He said and I just chuckle.Wiping my non existence tears away I then walked to the kitchen and took a bottle of water.

Drinking half of the water I then bring it with me to the couch sitting again beside Changmin.For the past few weeks I do agree that he's annoying, he always annoyed me because he said that Im always different than the other girls.

"You know its late already lets go to our room and sleep.."Changmin suggested but I shooked my hand holding him to stay with me watching some random channel, I think we're watching The Truth In Our Stars I think thats the name of the story.

Changmin's body stiffened a bit before relaxing beside me.I lay my head on top of his shoulder making him breathing loudly.I then chuckle a bit, vibrating his body

"Relax a bit Changmin I thought your okay with me being like this heh"I scoffed making both of us laugh.

In the middle of the movie my eyes started to get droopy.Slowly I felt my eyes closing in relaxation I felt asleep comfortable.If my parents knew Im sleeping next to a boy or near a boy they'll be freak out.

-----------------------------------------

"Y/n wake up...wake up wake up wake up"I felt someone shaking me making me stirred in my sleep.I was then pissed off and kick that someone making em growled.

"Changmin what the hell?!"I whined pulling the cover up over my head making him sighed and sat next to me ,his weight shrink a bit on the bed.

"Y/n I have a bad news for you and Im sorry for you..."he said in a sad tone, that's when I realized he's not the annoying Changmin that I knew anymore he sounds so serious making me sit up straight away.

"What is it Min?"I asked seriously looking straight into his eyes.His eyes looks somehow sad and no sign of happiness at all.What could have happened?He sighed again before holding my hand using both of his hands making me breath nervously.

"Were sorry Y/n mostly Im so so sorry Y/n, your mother just passed away this morning."He said sadly and my breath hitched.

"You've gotta be kidding me right?Changmin its not funny why are you saying things like this.."I said in anger as the thought of my mother dying is a joke from his point of view.

"Im not joking Y/n!"He yelled making me flinch and pushed him away from me.I stood up and throw the pillow straight at him.He dodged it and also stood up infront of me both of his hands are on my side.

"TELL ME THAT YOUR JOKING PLEASE!SHE CANT BE DYING SHE CANT DIE SHE CAN'T DIE YET NOT WHEN WE DIDNT EVEN HAVE A PROPER FAMILY BONDING TIME!"I screamed at him as tears streamed out of my eyes like a waterfall.

Changmin pulled me into a hug and soothe my back.He rubbed up and down trying to make me feel better but it didnt.I started to hiccuped knowing that its not even a joke.

"I-I Im sorry for your lost Y/n, you didnt deserve this"He said hugging me, he picked me up and sit both of us on my bed as I cried ,mourning over my mom on his chest.

--------------------------------

I wiped my tears away using my handkerchief that I brought with me.My mom gave it to me when Im 15 and I still kept it with me until now.I smiled sadly as I watched my mom being put into her coffin.

My dad intertwined our hands together as he tried to refrain himself from mourning out loud.Changmin and his dad along with their body guard stood the opposite of us.

All of my relatives stood there like a doll, although we are not close there are some that Im close too and some thats close to my mom since my mother is friendly.

Soon, we were asked to say something for my mom.I didnt even bother to write a script before and just walked to the front.My relatives all smiled sadly at me including Changmin.

"To my dearest mom that I worked hard for to support her.I......I......I----"I couldn't proceed when I looked straight into Changmin's eyes.

If it's wasn't for him and his dad my mother would still be alive.If they didnt took me away of if I didnt even agreed to go with them.I can take care of my mom and she'll still be alive.Thinking of how shitty my life is made me cry infront of everyone.My dad pulled me away from the front putting me into the corner where its not that crowded...

"Im sorry but Y/n needs more time she still cant handle and process whats happening right now"My dad said and it was soon followed by my aunt talking her speach

Everyone soon left the place leaving me and my dad there.My dad was busy talking with some of our relatives.We are still mourning over my mom.I still cant believe that tuberculosis killed my mom.

"Hey you okay?"Changmin asked tapping my shoulder making me flinch from the sudden contact.My sadness was soon filled with anger.Out all of the sudden I lashed out my anger at him.

"Its all because of you, more likely your family..."I said seriously making him spin around looking at me with curiousness.

"What do you mea---"

"Dont play innocent with me.You'll know better that I came in your house because of my father who's in a dept with your father.My dad borrowed your dad's money to pay my mother hospital bills.If I didnt came with your father I still can take care of my mom and still have my part time jobs to support us but no...fate was being cruel.Im such a disappointment."I whispered at him, but more in anger.

"Y/n Im sorry okay"He said sadly watching me still mourning over my mother's death.I wiped my tears away again for the nth time and stood up.

"Just leave me alone....."I said and walked inside my house locking it afterwards.I sat on the couch and curled up into a ball.

"Where's Y/n? We need to go back home right now and she's not here"My father said and I stopped him from searching her.

"Let her be please dont take her back.Im happy when she's with us.But Im not happy if she's sad.We are the problem here.Slowly, I think I fell for her.If I saw you touch her you or your body guard touch her I will never forgive you"Changmin spat at his dad.

[PART 4 COMING SOON HOHOHOHOOHOH I SHOULD HAVE JUST TURNED THIS INTO A BOOK HEHEHEHE💖❤️]