Knuckles pov

I didn't know what to do.....he's not getting any better any-time soon. Sonic has been depressed, broken, scared, confused, cold, & possibly far-from okay.....but it's a miracle I have him on my lap and in my arms alive.....he used to be.......I don't know.... but now.....he's acting like it really is his fault....but for once I can't blame him he didn't do it.....it's no use trying to get him to calm down.....but he is a little just not completely.......he needs something to get rid of the agony inside of him.....he needs me......he clung to me and started whispering to me, Knu....ckles......help.....me.....please..... I was so concerned as we kinda ended up lied down next to each other but we were very close to each other I never knew what he wanted..... I whispered, what is it Sonic......what do you need? Sonic whispered as tears flew down his face and place a hand on my cheek, I.....I need you.....I need you to help......help me forget this agonizing pain.....please..... I know what he needed but.....I think I know how to but.....oh man I just confess my love to him and already we are about to have sex......well I guess it can't hurt to help him.....he's been helping everyone now.....it's my turn to help him...... I held him in my arms as I kissed his lips.....it was only a beautiful moment......as I licked his bottom lip he gave me his entrance.....our tongues fought for dominates but mostly it was me doing it......we fell deeply into the kiss....but that wasn't all......I actually traced pressed my lips down his neck towards his shoulder blades....he kinda flinched but he didn't resist.....I said, are you okay? Your not hurting are you? He replied sheepishly, no....I'm not hurting.....really....I'm okay....just please be gentle..... then I did as he wanted me to....be gentle.... he was moaning as I sucked on his abdomen.....he didn't mind but.....then I started kissing him again.....but this time it was more passionate as we fought with our tongues for dominates once more.....we deeply fell into the kiss once again...Sonic may not admit it felt safe around me.....but I can't bring up what happened.....otherwise he'll...go suicidal again...I wanted to protect him.....then we panted in exhaustion as we laid next to each other once more....but we were a lot more closer this time.....he held on to me as I held him in my arms..... I asked, you...*pant*...okay Sonic...you...*pant*....feeling...*pant*...any better...? He replied, a little....*pant*....thank you....*pant*...Knuckles.....*pant*....your...*pant*..so...*pant*....amazing....though....*pant*...I'm....still....we kinda gazed into each others eyes.... there was a bit of an awkward situation between us.....I smiled at him as he fell asleep......but no matter what I will protect him......& I will clear his name....whoever did this to him watch-out....I fell asleep as I held Sonic close to me so nothing would happen to him....