The night is still young
But why do I feel so old?
It's sweltry summer here
But why do I feel so cold?

The darkness around
Whispers delicious lies
The darker darkness inside
In loneliness sometimes cries

Hiding behind the
Pretty guise of perfection
I'm just ordinary, boring
Marked by imperfection

Yes, I'm broken at places
And I'm trying to heal
Suffering with anxieties
I don't know how to deal

Impulsive, over talkative
I feel like a broken camera reel
Annoying sometimes, nagging
There's just so many emotions to feel

I don't expect much ever, just
Against the cold, be my warm coat
When I'm drowning in myself
Just be my saviour, my life boat

I might not be perfect
But I do try so hard every day
To understand what you go through
Without you having to say

I know there's a long way to go
I'll make mistakes and get carried away
Try to understand, explain sometimes
And just hold my hand, we'll find a way

Just hold my hand
We'll definitely find a way

🖤🖤🖤