My heart is just too dark to care,
My mind is just too deep to read.
My eyes like the night have fallen asleep,
My love for you is dripping from fear.
Just then,
Something in my thought whispers to me.
I shouldn't write about you,
Even though I still miss you.
I shouldn't love you,
Even though I still care.
Yet sometimes...
Loving you suffocates me,
Even though you're my oxygen.
Thinking about you darkens me,
Even though you're my bright colours.
Wanting you again scares me,
Because I know we're different.
So very different.
Like chapters of an abandoned book.
Yet, we've parted like two heavy wings that were once held together as one.
I was so blinded by the light of your love that later brought me darkness.
Go your way and let me go to mine.
As I stand here crying, drowning in pain.

@Madinah_Writes