Fake best friend

She doesn't even care if I'm hurting right now or not all she cares that's she wants me to suffer until my brain can't handle it I thought she will understand that's he is mine he isn't yours but at the same time, I just remembered something that's she meant to post a picture of her yourself saying: "It's you" I know everyone knows this song, but in the same time he loves this song so much so I thoughts when she texted him and I thought he will say: 'Im sorry I'm taken I can't cheat on my girlfriend but in the same time every word he says turn to reverse. I know that's she told him I will send you something if you break up with her *crying*. Sometimes I feel I need to let go of everything to focus on my goals and success at the same time but unfortunately, I find that's it's hard tasks to do because nobody understands the pain the suffering the pain that's I always wanted to be happy and blessed with a good person who will make my life complete but in the same time focusing on her will show me that's I will throttle myself in any second. But in reality times I need to let go of everything. I need to let go of those who hurt me, those who manipulate my heart, those who always listen to what others say, I need to forget about her because overthinking about her will make my brain turn to boom explosion 💥. I have decided to take a chance of thinking wisely about my ambition and to focus on my new life that's I  will be facing.

Besides, they always say nobody deserves your tears, because your tears are more valuable than others in the meaning of that's when you cry is like you losing the bright stars of yourself. Why would you cry and suffer yourself at the same time? You shouldn't waste all your tears on someone who doesn't appreciate your love or your time and mostly your care, he doesn't care about you so you either to walk away /block him from your life because nobody is worthy even fake friends can hurt you one day just don't overthink about the fact that's your best friend will come to you one day, she will not because if she does care about you she will never hurt you in the same place, if she loves you she will always support you and be by your side if she loves you she will never let you cry and see the tears and sadness that's you have right now.

My mom always told me "Boys are nothing but following hot chicks they don't care about anything but their main eyes focus on bodies but they never focus on the personality or the idea of how many times the girls have been ably hurt.  Let me give you good concept boys love to hurt innocent girls you know why? Because they find us we are easy to use but they never understand making us cry over dumb and small things will make us feel like savage there is one thing that can return our revenge we called it "KARMA" karma isn't an easy thing to mess around. Because they know that times when you understand messing or hurting a poor sensitive girl she will not be the same precious and kind girl she will act differently and the sweetness that's she has for you she will be cold.

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