This is not specifically so I just made the scenario up :)

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•Flashback•

" Our date night date night! " you said as you jumped around him, he loves your childish personality as well as how you're so good at handle stuff that he couldn't figured out.

You have saved him countless times, saving him from his own darkness as he became a reserve guy, the Oliver you love is a smart guy, cool and loving. It just like you don't even know him. He's just.... a blank space. Empty.

" Yeah, it's our date night (Y/N) " he smiled as he say so to you you reply back with a big warm hug that only he could feel. He walks with you, side by side, an arm wrapped around you and you cling onto him. It's a peaceful night.

But.... a life with just rose petals, perfectly fine and pink, doesn't exist in this cruel world. You, god has brought you a hurtful gift, a gift that you could touch him, joined him upon the beautiful sky where the angels lives.

A cruel disease in you, cause you laying onto the white sheet covered bed, with several bags of chemo. He just sadly standing there, looking at your unconscious face as tears slowly falling down his cheeks, dropping on your pale beautiful face. The darkness once more collide with his heart, a sad scene of you, it's like a tape rewinding nonstop inside of his mind. Over and over again.

He afraid to lose you, he afraid that he won't be able to see your precious smile, your cute giggles and the laughs you shared with him. All gone, happy memories of you have been layered with sadness, depression as he caresses your face. He saw you in pain, he hate himself for not being able to do anything, he couldn't save you as you save him. He thought he was useless. He thought he doesn't deserves you. He was afraid to lose the love of his life, breathing heavily at the thought, his heart was torn up, he just cried.

But what can he do? He can't fight the gods, he can't fight the fates, he couldn't do anything. He feels millions of daggers in his heart as time passes by. You, sleeping on the white sheets covered bed has been changed into a box only for you to be, a box for you to sleep forever. You were gone.

•End of flashbacks•

Oliver POV :

It has been two years since your funeral (Y/N), I missed you so much, how you comforted me when I'm down, your smiles makes my heart skipped, you.

" But I hope you're doing fine among the gods and angels, I still know that you were up there, watching over me. You were always by my side " I said as I looked up to the sky, I crooked a painful smile and sigh.

" Darling.... I brought your favorite flowers, Globe Amaranth and Sedum..., you loves them as you always telling me about their meanings and how meaningful flowers are.... " I said as I put them down onto her grave, I tried my best not to cry, it was hard, especially when I'm with her, my feelings are always true.

" I remember everything you've said about these flowers. Globe Amaranth, they represent Immortality and un-fading love. " At this point, I could feel my eyes burning. " Sedum represents for a cure for broken and wounded hearts. " I couldn't hold back as I started to cry

" I-I also bring my favorite flowers for you.... yellow roses " I looked down at her grave as I continued " It represented New beginning.... I know that you wouldn't be happy if I'm holding you back like this, you want me to have a fresh start, a life.... a new life without you.... " I smile painfully " And you know, it took me two years to get over you, but the feeling won't be fading away, because you will always be in my heart and soul, my lucky charm. I love you (Y/N) (Y/L/N) "

" I love you so much, but I have to let you go "

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Anyone catch the feels? Sorry, it was a long time since I updated, and I'm attacked you with a sad one. But I like it sooooooooo enjoy!