Dear Journal...

I just got told to attempt suicide today...
So I was telling my friends about the Blue Whale Challenge (look at Randomness book 2 for more info), and this kid was listening.
And he said to me: "DO IT!"
My heart shattered into a million pieces.
I could tell he wasn't doing the challenge, because, well... No cuts.
And then after he said that the 3 of my friends yelled at him =P
One of them told him to f himself...
My friends are weird, and slightly protective of me, because they know what I can, or could, do. But thats why I like them. They always have my back... And I return the favor.
I seriously rhought about it though...Doing the challenge... I mean, do I really have a purpose? I'm practically invisible to some people. And I know that some people don't care.
I'm just one of the around 7 billion people on Earth. Why in the world would I have a purpose?
I have to sleep now... (not really, cuz, Somnophobia *shrugs* =P)

"Be careful with your words, they can only be forgiven, not forgotten."
~Anonymous