Dear Journal...

Well...Today's the day...Mother's day.
What makes it worse is that my dad is out with some friends...And idk when he's coming home...
So I have to face this by myself.
I just wish she could still be here...Then everything would stull be normal...
That's my only wish.
Now, on Mother's Day, my dad and I make a shrine  for her, just to represent her...
It's kinda one of the only ways we can remember her.
Don't judge us if you think it's weird.
And every Mother's Day, we also get red roses (my mom's favorite flower).
I wonder if it's my fault she died...

"Smiling has always been easier than explaining why you're sad."
~Unknown