Then when he made it to college decided to go for creative writing as his major since he really likes to write and to be honest there wasn't anything better to chose. He arrived at college and started to write many new stories and poems. He was once happy again like how he was over the summer of junior year when he went out to a wonderful place but that's another story for later. He started to try to be more social and find more friends to talk to but most ditched him. And then two days later he was given a big assignment that is due by the end of the day. He was a bit overwhelmed but sure that he would finish it. Even though he really didn't understand the subject he wrote as much as he could about it. He was even considering to do the unthinkable since he was getting stressed out with all the projects and thought he was going to fail it. But then in the end he got a good grade. Everything started to seem better until he started to listen to nostalgic music that made him sad. He started to remember all the times with Micky through the songs of Kayla clerkson and he started to feel very very very guilty since he thought that maybe he led her on into thinking that he had feelings for her but in truth he couldn't even differentiate the feelings of love and caring. After this he started going to his school social worker ms. Kayla tiloklokio (tie-lock-lock-ee-oh). Then he saw a poster for this place known as dignity for the young. He asked ms ti(tie) what this place was. She said it was a place where people of the LGBTQ could meet up and get to know each other. Adam was very interested in it and he decided to go to his other social worker outside of school named ms ebony. She was a very nice lady who would help out Adam and he asked her to bring up the subject to his mom but he was nervous at first. He didn't think it was gonna work but his mother ms ebony and He has agreed to this and thought it was a great idea to get to know people.