"Jiya shankar gharwalu ka maximum votes sa aap isi waqt iss ghar sa out huti hai. Aap na buht acha khela aur mai definitely aapko finale mai dekhta but its how its. Wishing you all the success in life. Remember one thing jiya iss duniya mai pyar ka badly pyar milna khtm hugya become more strong Don't let people hurt your heart no one is gonna protect you, tumhe khud apne aap ko protect krna huga jiya" Salman said with sadness clearly visible on his face as if he could he would have stopped it. He really liked this girl and was feeling sorry as how this house treated her.
Jiya smiled with teary eyes and tried to say thank you words didn't came out of her mouth she just moved her lips to do so. Hurt and pain were the only things visible in her eyes.

Flashback
It was weekend and bigboss gave a task to the housemates whose results will be announced by salman
Bigboss aap sab gharwalu ko ak karye de rahy ha, aap sab ko ak letter likhna ha jismay aap ko ak undeserving contestant ka nam likhna ha jo aap ka hisab sa iss hafte nominated huna chahiya aur aap usay finale mai nhi dekhna chahte. Aur reason b likhya ki aisa kyn ha ?

(I will just write about Abhishek's letter here)
Puja wrote manisha's name
Jad wrote jiya's name
Avinash wrote jiya's name
Babika wrote jiya's name
Elvish wrote jiya's name
Manisha wrote jiya's name
Jiya wrote manisha's name

Abhishek's letter
Mere hisab sa jo sb sa weak contestant hai woh jiya ha.. woh ab fake lag rhi hai show mai..her feelings for me don't feel genuine to me. Show mai strong rehne ka liya woh mere sth bond bna rhi and i am not liking it .. aur yeh show personalities ka ha tou uski strong personality dikhi nahi mujhy by faking it she have lost the plot of this show. Mere liya jiya ha jisko iss hafte ghar sa beghar huna chahiya.

Jiya's POV
We sat on the sofa waiting for salman sir . I was sitting with Abhishek. After family week he changed alot. He behave in a different way around me. I don't know why. My mom didn't told me anything what is happening outside. I was looking at abhi and was in deep thoughts when salman sir's voice bring me out of my thoughts
Salman khan came through metv

Salman khan : kesay hou aap gharwale

Contestants : sir thek app achay lag rhy ho

Salman khan: jiya how are you?

Jiya : sir mai ... Thek hun with her smiling face as she does always to hide her pain.

Salman : mujhy aap iss hafte thek ni lagi kya baat ha. Family week mai ak din aisa ni gya jab aap royi ni .. (Abhishek turned towards jiya as he never saw her crying except at the time of family members entery or exit)
She started playing with her fingers and smiles again.

Salman: kyun royi aap jab manisha aur Abhishek ka parents ko dekha. Aap bathroom mai buht dair tak akailay beth ka royi aap thek hu mentally. Speak up beta

Jiya : sir bas emotional thi mai. Mainy life mai ak complete family miss kri ha. Manisha ka papa aye tou i remembered my father when i was a kid mera aur unka bond b aisa hi tha.. her tears came out and her words broke. Abhishek tried to counsel her but salman stopped him

"Abhishek don't try to give her false hopes. When she needed you , no one was there, woh janti ha khud ko smbhalna" salman said in anger.

She composed herself and continued

" My father left us at that stage jab meri maa aur mujhy unki sab se zyada zurorat thi , my twin sister tiya" she took a pause and took long breath before continuing

"she died in an accident and uski death ka ilzam mera sar dala gya jab mai 13 ki thi aur ilzam kisi aur na nhi papa na dala. And tab papa ghr choudh ka chly gya . I lost two most special people of my life, tiya - my partner since mom's womb and my dad my protector and a daughters whole world. In the family week manisha's bond with her father, god bless their bond, just gave me flashbacks when me and tiya used to be Papa's princess. More over it was the same date when i lost them. " She said her voice was hardly audible. Her eyes were on her hand's and tears rolled down her eyes. She took a pause. And just counselled her self by rubbing her arms after 5 mins she continued.

" My childhood had not been easy after that i got bullied, I don't have anyone in my life except my mom as a family. Aur mai mama ko protect krny ka chkr mai apna pain unse kabhi share ni krti. Mai chahti hu woh khush rhy. Loug mujhy aj b dumb aur bachi kehty ha" she laughed out loud

" Tiya my sister woh 8 saal ki thi tab sa extra mature thi jaisay 18 years ki ho, aur sab yehi sochtay thai aisa kyn hai jab woh chli gyi tb pata chla usny 13 saal ki zindagi mai 33 saal jee liya isliya mature thi.. usny 10 saal ki umar mai mujhsa promise liya tha ki jiya promise kr tu hamesha aisi hi innocent aur bachi rhy gi mai hun na mature one teri galtiyan aur sb smbhal lungi.. but i even today is keeping her promise but she didn't. She left. Jiya's word broke she took a breath and continued

"And that's the reason mai gltiyan kr deti hu mai kuch b boldeti hu jo mou mai ata ha aur rishtay bna kr kho deti hu sir .. mere dost kab durr hutay ha pata nhi chlta aur mai wapis akaily huti hu yehi sab hit krgya tha demag mai sir isiliye pura week royi. Aur aisy haftay atay hi ha meri life mai jab mai low hujati hu. Pr ab sahi hai sir duniya ha chlti hai.. move on hujata hai sab mai b ak din hujao gi." She said with smile as she was somehow successful in holding her tears back
There was complete silence.

" Jiya ak advice dunga beta humesha yaad rkhna.. app apni life mai kisi male protection ko ni dundho aap buht strong ho.. app apnai liya kaafi hu.. logu ko utni value dou jitni woh apko dety ha... Tum khud k liya aur apni maa ka liya buht ho. Tum Abhishek mai kahin na kahin woh protection dundhi ha kynki usny tumhy har bar routy huai achay sa smbhala but beta you don't know apkai pechay woh b apka nahi hai.. isliya don't invest too much in such relationships jahan apko end mai takleef hi srif milay.. strong raho app ki personally iss season mai sab sa best hai jiya .. koyi insan flaws ka bagair ni huta har insaan mai huty ha yeh jou baki contestant khud ko Followers and all ka gurror liya firty ha ak din mou ka bal giry gai. Jiya you are truly " half flower and half flaws" and that makes you beautiful in and out . Just love yourself a little more." Salman said all these words so softly and jiya felt these words calming her mind and heart.

Salman made every one read their letters out loud. Jiya was all lost and pale she never thought abhi , she never expected this coming from his side she was shocked she didnt know how to react now Salman 's every word was making sense to her . She literally confessed her feelings many times. Was this how she deserved to be treated? Jiya's thoughts were killing her from inside. She didn't know what to say and how to react.

Flashback Ends.

"But before you leave there is a task for you to complete come fast to the BB VERSE " salman said .

" Okay sir" i said my body mind and heart all were completely drained off . I never expected it coming from Abhishek. I never spoke anything bad about him since i considered him my friend. I never thought any such thing about him . Why ? Why ? Why always me?
These words kept ringing in my ears until i reached the room .

"Jiya BB VERSE mai buht sa decision app pehle b le chuki hai. Chahiye abhishek akanksha aur aap mai dusry haftay mai huny janay wala task ki baat kry ya phir Abhishek ki captaincy wapis deny ki baat hou app na iss room mai apna paksh ak nhi balki kahin bar janta ka samnay rkha. Aj bigboss apko vishesh adhikar detay hai  , chunki ghar walu ka votes sa aj app beghar huti hai aur janta ka decision gharwalu ka decision sa bilkul opposite hai tou bigboss apko dou options dety hai
1. Aap apnay apko abhi safe kr sakhti hai
Ya
2. Aap iss ghar ka naya aur iss season ka akhri captain chunn sakhti hai
Yeh faisla srif aur srif apka huga."

Jiya closed her eyes and tears scroll down her face leaving it all wet.

Jiya's POV ends

Abhishek's POV

Why i wrote that. Manisha and Elvish have totally manipulated me. I regret my decision. I can't see her like this. I can't see her going away. I thought we will be leaving together. Why everytime i ruin things.

"Jiya choose yourself please. I promise to make things out. I promise to mend our friendship please for once choose yourself" i whispered in my breathes . I too closed my eyes i just can't see her crying. Her tears have that effect on me since the first week of bigboss

" Bigboss buht sochny kai baad i have decided ki mai apnay aapko nhi bachana chahti . Mai naya captain ka nam dedeti hu" jiya said after clearing her throat . Her voice was at its lowest pitch
"Jiya kya yehi apka faisla hai . Kya aap is ka qaran bata skhti hai " bigboss asked

" Yes bigboss yehi mera faisla hai . My heart and mind are not gonna survive here anymore. I might have a panic attack because i am numb right now. Its better i leave . Simple people and kind hearted people are not meant for the show i think. So yeah yeh faisla mainy apnay liye hi liya hai. Apni health ka liya .  Woh kehtay hai na ki Yeh jou tum dil kai saaf hou na, demag walun sa har jao ge. That speaks all. Signing off " jiya said with her voice shaking and tears sparkling in her eyes.

I felt like something broke in my chest causing me severe pain in my heart. I looked at her and i didn't know when tears started flowing from my eyes and i was crying.

"Jiya apnay faisla kr hi liya hai . Apkai samnay star locket tray par hai . Aap yeh locket usay pehna dijiye jisay aap iss season ka akhri captain dekhna chahti hai . Isi kai sath bigboss apko alvida kehtay hai . Aap ka yeh safar tou khtm hugya lekin apkai career ka safr ab shuru huta hai. Bigboss apko saflta ki bhrpoor duaiyan dety hai "

"Thank you bigboss" she said and picked up that locket and came out.

Jiya's POV

I came out with the locket . I calmed my self a little bit and wipped my tears off as i don't want to breakdown while speaking in front of these people.

All the contestants were standing except abhi who was in tears and was sitting on the sofa. I went directly to him and made him wear the locket.
"Bigboss mai yeh locket Abhishek Malhan ko dena chahu gi. Isny hamesha achi game kheli hai aur yeh deserve krta ha yeh show jeetna. Tou mai chahti hun yehi captain bnay. Aur han bigboss buht bar mai iss ghar mai weak pari tou yeh tha mery sath I don't know pith pechy kya hai kya ni. But isny mujhy strength diyi so yeah is captaincy ka through mai payback krna chahun gi. Aur han Abhishek mai tumharay sath bass fake hi relationship bna rhi thi mai hu hi fake. So i wish we never meet again " i said all of this looking directly in his eyes. He tried to hold my hand but i took few steps back. I ran towards the main door and to my luck as reached there the door opened and i left the show. I cried and cried.
I heard someone asked me for the mike and i gave it. I wasn't in my senses. Someone was holding my hand and making me walk and soon i was sitting in some van. My vision was all blurry as tears were continuously flowing from my eyes my whole body was Shaking. Soon i feel my head getting all dizzy and it all went black.

"Tere alava jaan gaye sab tujhpe main kinna mardi aan
Tujhe kaise pata na chala ke main tenu pyar kardi aan
Tujhe kaise pata na chala ke tera intezar kardi aan"

Abhishek's POV
I never thought she would at last again choose me i was numb. I wasn't able to make any words. The boy who always used to be ready with answers became speechless. She made me wear the locket and i felt miserable. The guilt surrounded me after what she said . I tried to hold her hand but she moved and ran away as long as i composed myself and ran behind her i saw her leaving from the main exit door. And i ran towards the door but it got closed.
"Tu agar kal jayegi na tou mai tere piche dewar tap ka ajawunga" i got the flashback from the ist week when she got nominated. I broke into tears holding my hairs . For the first time in bigboss house i broke down like never before. Today i lost a gem of a person and I don't know will she meet me ever again .

"Mere dil mein
Teri dhadkane thi
Mujhko na aayi nazar
Tera ishq mujh mein
Saans le raha tha
Mujhko hui na khabar
Mere alawa jaan gaye sab
Mujhpe tu kinna marda ae
Mujhe kaise pata na chala
Ki tu mainu pyaar karda ae
Mujhe kaise pata na chala
Ki mera intezaar karda ae"

Author's Note:
Hey! beautiful people out there. I hope you liked this, i have  writen this  back in august, but never got that much courage to publish it here. But today i beated my laziness finally and made some edits and here its first part of the story i hope i will give daily updates but uffff i am such a lazy person.
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With Love,
- SANA