Two days since he left.

Before, you used to avoid thinking about him because your mind just used to get too messed up but now you couldn't stop thinking about him.

A part of you wants to go to him and apologize for everything, tell him how much you love him and how badly you miss his presence.

Another part of you wants to let go, his father's words keep on ringing in your ears everyday. You get scared of what people might say about you.

"Mumma!!! Whereeeeee areeee youuu lophttttt?"  Sara yelled infront of your face.

Her small cute face so close to yours, those big Bambi eyes, she was hella cute.

"Yeah um so where were we!" You said focusing back on present.

"I bet you were thinking about dad. Why doesn't he talk to us now?" Aera asked with a pout.

"I have told you both thousand times that he isn't your dad. And stop asking about him-"

You got cut off due to someone ringing your doorbell.

You got up and opened the door to see Taehyung's father standing there with a mad face.

You frowned but asked him to come inside as you didn't wanted to sound rude.

"Where is Taehyung?"

That was the first thing he asked before even entering inside.

And you frowned even more.

"I-i don't know? He came three days ago but left after I told him to."

You said, at this point you were worried for him too. If he didn't went back to his home then where did he go?

"Its been three days he came here and we have no information about his whereabouts. I'm worried sick for him. Before I thought because of you my son was recovering but you just messed him up badly! Because of you he is gone!"

He said and you just stood there with a shocked face, those words were like someone throwing stones at you.

"Excuseme uncle. Before blaming everything on my mom, why don't you look at yourself. You are the one ruining your son's life! Can't you see how dad loves y/n mumma? Y/n mumma loves him too but because of you she is pushing dad away and dad is upset about it."

Your 9 year old daughter said with a deadly glare.

"Aera! You are not suppose to talk in between when two elders are talking understand!?"

You said with glaring eyes but she shook her head in denial.

"Mannerless."

Mr kim remarked rudely at her behaviour.

"Call me whatever you want. But even you know yourself that you are a bad father just like my ex-dad. Because of you my dad is suffering! My mom is suffering! Think about it! Don't let it get too late! I'm telling you! Dad loves y/n mumma a lot!!"

She yelled on top of her lungs as y/n was dragging her away.

She dragged her upstairs in their room.

Looking at her with a glare she asked "What was it Aera!?"

The little girl ignored her question totally and said.

"Dad did a lot for us. He sacrificed everything. Yet you are leaving him heart broken mom. You never even thought how badly he must be suffering. You only cared about your problems. You are scared of other people's opinion but you are totally ignoring the fact that he loves you unconditionally. I hate to say this but for the first time I'm hating you, please dont loose him. Don't get late mom please."

She said joining her hands and tears rolling down her eyes . You were left speechless.

This kid was sure heavenly smart and matured.

You got on her level by kneeling down infront of her and cupped her cheeks.

"I will find your dad hm? Take care of Sara okay?"

You said pecking her forehead, they usually stay alone at home because you are always out for work.

The little girl nodded happily.

You took in a deep breath and went downstairs to see Mr kim had left already.

You took out your phone and dialed Taehyung's number.

He didn't picked up.

You thought for a while and finally got an idea.

You hurriedly dialed Seokjin's number.

"Yah Taehyung-ah! I don't need your Gucci sleeper to beat namjoon again. Last time I almost killed both of them and his partner was crying in my bedroom-"

You heard him say sleepily.

"Jin!! It's me y/n!!"

You said and he spoke again "oh y/n!? How are you? What about your writing?"

He will never stop asking about your writing, you thought and said "It's good. I wanted to ask about-"

You got cut off as you heard him chuckle.

"I know I know. You want to contact Taehyung.  He told me already that if you ask about him, I'm obliged to give you his new number."

He said followed by a laugh which sounded like a horse.

Then he told you his number, you saved it on your phone and thanked him after hanging up.

Taking in a deep breath, you called Taehyung.

After two or three rings, he finally picked up.

"Y/n?"

He asked before you could even say anything, his voice sounded so dull and dry.

"Y-yeah..where are you!?"

You asked but he didn't said anything.

You asked him again and again but he spoke nothing and soon after he hung up the call leaving you frowning in confusion.

You again called him but he didn't picked up.

After sometime, you got a text from the same number saying I'm at xyz.

A big smile crept upon your face, you hurriedly got out of your house and looked for a cab.

One thing you knew for sure was that, you weren't going to let him go now.

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I stayed there alone, filled with scars and wounds....

My insecurities killing me inside...my traumas choking me to death....

Never have I thought my life would be like this, from dark to light....

You showed me way.

Dear Taehyung, I can't define in words how I feel towards you.

You came like some tourists visiting my heart and claiming it yours forever....

You brought me happiness, comfort and love, when I didn't even knew what these words meant....

I'm addicted to you in a strange way, as if I'm possessed under the dark magic of your innocent face....

If ever I could, I would tell you how many times I have looked at the moon shining alone in the dark sky....

I wonder if that's you...beaming and shining brightly in my heart which is filled with darkness....

As I have said before I'm strangely addicted to you,
I can't help but fall for you again and again....

I don't know if we can ever be together....
But I have loved you the way I would ever do...

These were the words he read in your diary, and they were ringing in his mind again again.

Rightnow, He was at a bar and  he sat at the very last corner waiting for the drinks to arrive.

But his eyes widened and heartbeat raced as he heard your voice say that particular name which his ears longed to hear for a long time.

"Hey! Mr Hottie!"