alex,

when i opened my eyes that morning, you weren't beside me. i get so sad and anxious. when i opened my television, i saw a more shocking news.

your plane crashed.

later i received a call, "i'm sorry, he didn't make it." though puzzled, i laughed. it was obvious that you didn't show up on my birthday but you were there that night right beside me.

"he's dead."

and that was the moment i knew.

serenity