Take me away from this sullen world
Before my heart turns numb cold
Funny, I crave for light and happiness
In this life I find very meaningless

Let me just vanish along with this pain
Before I go completely insane
Until when can I hide this friendly façade
When in truth I'm just broken and mad

I know no purpose in living this life
I seem to be darkness' favorite wife
Lead me the way to own my deathbed
For I'm tired and have been long misled

But truthfully, I always say I want to die
But deep inside it's all a lie
All I want is to find peace in me
A happy soul is all I wish to be

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First poem I created in 2020. I almost forgot how it felt to write, I almost made myself believe that I can never write again but funny how it naturally came out when I was bored. It's dark but it's not. Take care of your mental health everyone. Remember, you can only see the stars in the darkness. Let's stay alive, it's okay to be just breathing, it's okay to have no purpose for the moment. You will find your path, don't overthink it. Pain and sadness are temporary too even when we feel like it's there more than happiness is. Don't rush yourself, it's okay to be broken. We all want to be happy and we will be happy so don't ever give up. Keep fighting.