It's been about 8 months since I last heard from the guys. I should be ashamed of myself but I've been really busy with youtube stuff. I miss them a lot. Nick texted me and said that they were doing a lockdown somewhere in Colorado so I guess I'll just make a surprise visit. I packed up all my stuff and booked a flight to Colorado first thing tomorrow morning. I picked out what I was going to wear and sat it in the chair. I couldn't help but start to think about Zak. Nick told me he wasn't doing to good the last time we talked. I'm hoping that when I see him that we could get back together. I know it sounds crazy but I've put some thought into it and I want us to get back together.

~Colorado~

I arrived in Colorado now all I have to do is find the hotel Nick told me they were staying at book a room and surprise the guys. I wound up finding the hotel 2 hours later so far I had found the hotel and had already got checked into my room without seeing a sight of the boys. I decided to call Nick and see what he was up. Luckily I had a room right next to his, Aarons, Billy's, and Zak's room.

*Phone call*

Nick-Hello?

Me-Hey Bro!

Nick-Hey sis! I haven't heard from you in a while. How are ya?

Me-I'm fine. I just called to see what you were doing.

Nick-I'm about to walk in my hotel room with Aaron and Billy.

Me-Oh cool.

I walked over to the door and slowly turned it.

Me-Hey can you do me a favor?

Nick-Yeah?

Me-Turn around

Nick-What?

He turned around and there I was standing there in the doorway of my hotel room.

Nick-ASHLEY!!!

Nick ran over and hugged me.

Nick-Your here!

Me-Yep! I wanted to surprise you guys.

Aaron-Well you sure did surprise us!

Aaron and Billy came over to give me a hug.

Me-Where's Zak?

Nick-He's probably in his hotel drinking his life away

I looked at Nick with shock.

Me-What do you mean?

Aaron-Ever since you left Zak started drinking and he's been depressed.

I looked down.

Nick-But it's not your fault.

I looked up and smiled.

Me-What room is he in?

Nick-Right next to Aaron.

He pointed to the room next to Aarons.

Me-I'm going to see him.

Nick-Wait a minute.

He went to Zak's door and opened it with a extra room key to Zak's room.

Nick-Hey Zak?

Zak-What!?

Nick-There's someone here who wants to see you.

Zak-Who?

I could tell he was drunk.

Nick-Come on in.

I walked in and saw Zak. He looked terrible. I wasn't sure if he really was Zak.

Zak-Ash?

Me-Hello Zak

Zak-What are you doing here?

Me-I came back to see you guys. I'm coming back home to Vegas.

Zak walked over to me and hugged me. I hugged him back. It felt good to be hugged by him again.

Nick-I guess we'll leave you two alone.

Nick, Aaron, and Billy left.

I looked at Zak.

Me-What's going on with you Zak?

Zak-After you left I went into a really bad depression stage and I started drinking.

He looked down.

Me-Zak....

He looked at me.

Zak-Ashley....I still love you. I never meant to do what I did that night. I was being stupid. I want us to be back together. I miss your hugs and kisses. I miss your smile and cute little laughs. I miss you being on lockdowns with us. I miss you being at home where you belong.

Zak had tears running down his face. I did too. I walked over to him and put my hands on his face.

Me-Zak. The reason I really came back was so that I could see you. I want to be your girlfriend again.

Zak rested his forehead on mine.

Me-I love you Zak. And I always will.

Zak-I love you to Ashley.

I kissed him and he wrapped his arms around me.

Zak-Are you up to it?

Me-Yes.

Zak kissed me roughly. His hands traveled down to my jeans. He unbuttoned them and pulled them off. I took off his shirt and un-did his belt. He got his pants off and started to undo my shirt. Then he picked me up and carried me to the bed.

Zak-Are you sure you want to do this?

Me-Yes. I want to feel you again.

I ran my hands through his hair and we started kissing again. The rest of the night brought back so many memories.

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