Ever seen that one TV Ad where there's a sick mom talking to her kid and she like,

" Hey I need to take a day off.."

And then the commercial is like Moms can't afford to have a day off that's why they drink day Quill or some medicine or something...

So it's actually a day...o-o and needs a sick day...oops...

That's how I feel! I got sick cuz I am stressing so much...

So then I can't use the lap top at home anymore ( I am sure you all know why so I don't wanna go into detail ) and the library close...so I wanna take a day off! ^.^ I am sick and all I wanna do is be in bed...

But no for breakfast I wash a bunch of dishes...I wonder whatever happened to everyone washes there own plate! -.-

Then they ask me to clean the grill cuz apparently we're having grilled chicken for lunch...so I simple and nicely ask my bro if he can dry it with a towel real quick for me...

I mean I am sick..I thought the kid would of had a heart...

He gets mad but does it...

I call my mom and tell her that he was being a jerk -.-

And I shall forever be known as the snitch in my family -.-

And then my step brother like " you didn't help us, why you being a snitch?! " but geez I am sick and don't feel well..

And it was something simple! Doesn't take a lot of work..

But apparently it's a big deal...

This isn't the first time I've noticed everyone in this household only cares for themselves...

I'll just never learn...

It's not like I can change who I am either...

I end up feeling bad and guilty when I am selfish and a jerk like them...

I just can't be like them..

And they can't be like me...

So then I hate the world...

Yeah we're different but why do ppl have to be so rude sometimes?!

Like I think I am pretty nice...I do whatever favor or thing they need...

Then I ask my brother to pass me or do this for me and he replies,

" why can't you do it yourself?!? -.- "

Like geez...

I die and rot in a hole all alone...

Honestly I wanna run away but where?

I can't go back to my father cuz then he would be all " I told you so " and blah blah something bad about my mom and I'd rather not hear it...

Can't go to my aunt cuz even if she's my mom sister she's apparently in my father side...
Odd...

And I simply can't go back to my home town cuz that's the drama that's waiting...

And I love it here...it's like a whole new adventure!

It just stinks this new family can sometimes be a stupid annoying IF I SAID BAD WORDS ID BE LISTING THEM TBH!

And so I always say family isn't something that's important...it's everything cuz that's all I got...

Yet I dislike them cuz I can feel the hated they have of me..

I try to be nice and all hey bro! Hey sis! Yeah no they find me weird and would rather ignore me -.-

I like it here so much it's the only reason I don't run...* sigh *

Also I am sorry...

This is supposed to be my crazy fun book...

Yet I've been ranting to you all about my problems o-o

Ugh! What's on Netflix?! I can no longer write...

~ Jinxy is very annoyed...