I'm really scared...

Because in the situation I'm in... I might have to move soon..

Maybe..

My sister wants to live in a certain place... but I'm happy right now.. I don't want us to split up or anything.. everything is just right with my life right now, and I'm not sure how I'd cope with something big like that.

Not right now...

And I can't leave my friends.. I'm shaking right now.. every time I feel like there's about to be a change or I get that 'it won't ever be the same' feeling... I get this little shake... it's like my chest is trembling ... and its really fast.. like a little vibration that radiates from my center outwards...

If you want more details I'll tell you.. but I'll probably delete this later...

~bye
July 30, 2017