Heh, a serious topic in this book? How ironic...

Well,I've been slowly falling into depression at the moment,my family keeps fighting and it really takes a toll on me,thanks to me telling my mom about one of the things my uncle kept bitching about,my aunt,him and my two cousins are leaving the house,I feel like this was my fault,and it's true,if I had just shut up they would've stayed,I'm scared and nervous,I can't face them,I don't know what to do,this was all me and I can't make up for it,I'm scared for them....These are the second family members (as in the family they have made)that we have lost,I can't bear it anymore,I'm probably not gonna be on for a while,until I'm not...well... emotionally unstable

G'bye