Hello dudes....It's been a while

I know it's been a long time that I haven't updated nor uploaded any chapters on this and other books (besides my art book) but there's just so many things going on lately, good and bad things...

A couple of months ago, I started cutting. I never thought I would do it but I did and it was quite addicting to me. I was going through rough shit at the time and I was slowly...I don't know.... Losing myself and was slowly yearning for death. I started to eat less because of my insecurities, I have been insured about myself up to this day. I was an emotional wreck.

But bad things... don't last

After the rough time I've been in, my friends were always there to help. I talked to a teacher in my school about my problems and honestly it helped me a lot since I got that out of my chest (I've also talked to my friends about it and it felt good also). They somehow brought me back to living again.

I have also found love (cheesy I know), I never thought anyone would like a piece of trash like me XD....Then I ended it because I see us as friends.... A message to the one I'm talking about:

Dear (The person who I've been with before),
    
            Hewwo! How are you? I hope you're doing ok! Listen...I'm sorry I...well technically broke up with ya...But please here me out.

You are an amazing and caring person that's for sure and I don't regret a day having fun and hanging out with you but those feelings I had for you before just....all of a sudden disappeared....

I see you as a friend and please don't see it as a bad thing! It's just....God, you deserve so much better! When I heard about where you'll be going I know that it'll be hard to keep up with what's happening and I know that we'd slowly forget about each other. I was going to keep being on what we are before and let us forget about each other but I know deep In my head that something never ended,  that the relationship never ended, that we are not just free yet. So I had to learn to let you go but don't worry! We're one text and call away!

I hope that you find someone who will listen to you whenever you need someone to talk to, find someone who will always make you happy! There are so many people in the world who would be lucky to be with you, that person is not me....  But I know you'll find someone who deserves an amazing person like you... You have given me hope so much hope, And My hope to you is that you will be happy forever

If you're reading this then I hope we can call and have a chat, it's been a while since we've chatted.

Thank you so much for the fun we've been through, and thank you for helping me get through hard times when I thought I was ready to leave the world

From, Glenda

We may go through rough times...But they don't ever last because there are people who will be there to help.

We can help each other too...

So please

Smile more!
~MABIL 🖤