possible trigger warning

Sitting up in my bed I wipe the tears off my face, "This shit isn't going to ruin me."

My attempts at wiping away the tears fail as more keep coming down no matter how much I try to prevent it.

I lay back down in my bed and just let the tears flow. Realizing that I have to pretend this never happened.

I fall asleep. Exhausted from crying so much in not even 24 hours.

possible trigger warning is over

I wake up about an hour later.

I immediately climb out of bed and take a shower.

A really long shower.

When I climb out I just change into some black sleep shorts and an old thrasher shirt I have.

I walk downstairs and Olivia comes running up to me. "Can we play dolls now?"

I laugh and nod my head as she pulls me to her room to play dolls.

7:32

"Penelope!" My dad yells from down the stairs. I open my door and look at my dad. "Can you change into something different. We're going out to dinner."

Jesus I have to change my outfits a lot. I close my door and grab a button up short sleeve that is like a turquoise but more green that has the phrase 'no bad vibes' on it, a white tube top, and high waisted, light washed jean shorts with a chain belt.

I slip on my white slip on Vans and walk downstairs, phone in hand. I'm so glad I got it fixed.

"You're driving." My mom says (in french of course). She tosses me the keys and I hop in the front seat, my dad on the passenger side, and my mom in the back with Olivia.

"Where are we going?"

"BURGERS!" My sister yells from the back.

"In 'n Out, I guess."

I drive to the restaurant, my sister chanting BURGERS the whole ride long.

Hopping out of the car, I pick up Olivia. "Baby girl, you're getting to big to be carried around." I say.

She pouts, and I carry her inside.

When we get back home Olivia decides that she wants me to set her to bed. So I pick out her pajamas and she changes into them.

I tuck her in bed and read her a story before saying goodnight and walking out of the door.

"Penelope," I hear from the living room. I walk in there, "So...your mother and I have noticed that you've been hanging around those two boys a lot. And we just want you to know to be safe-"

"Oh my god. Dad!"

"We just want you to be safe. And if the timing is right we want you to use protection."

I laugh and shoot an okay in his direction and head upstairs. Saying good night to my parents.

I open my laptop and open the Sims 4 cause this bitch is a sims bitch.

I play with my family for about an hour and log off, getting a little bored.

I look at my phone.

1 new message

Alessio: hey

Me: hi

Alessio: are you ok?

Me: i'm holding up alright I guess

Alessio: that's good

Me: yeah I guess it is.

Alessio: i'm having brayden and some more friends over tomorrow
Alessio: you can bring some friends if you want to come

Me: ok. what time?

Alessio: idk. 7 pm

Me: cool cool

Alessio: ft?

Instead of texting back I just FaceTime him.

"Ok, about tomorrow, have you ever smoked weed?" He asks.

"Yeah, once. Why?"

Alessio looks around, trying to be funny, "Cause my friend Sam is bringing weed and edibles." Alessio whispers.

(If he doesn't do drugs idc i'm putting it in my story it's fun ok)

I whisper back, "Oh my god. The devils lettuce is a no no. Just kidding."

He laughs and I smile.

"Are you going to bring friends?"

"Uh, yeah I'll bring Mia and my friend Belle."

We end up talking for like two hours until I get tired and we end the call. I fall asleep with a smile on my face.

12:51 pm

Bro, why'd I sleep for so long?

I walk downstairs and there's another note.

"Mom left for work. Won't be back until later. Olivia is at daycare. Work emergency.

You have my permission to go to anyone's house today. Just leave a note.

-Dad"

Cool. Now I don't have to pretend like I'm not gonna do some illegal activities.

At like six something Mia texts me that her and Belle are here so I run outside and jump through the back window.

"Owwwww!" I yell, my legs still dangling out of the car.

Mia just starts to drive and I try to scoot in. Kinda failing miserably.

I can't stop laughing and Belle is filming me.

"Hey! Turn that off." I manage to get out between my laughing fits.

When we get to Alessio's house I'm still not fully in the car.

Mia hops out of the car and Belle and I just die of laughter.

Soon I hear even more laughing from the driveway. "Who's there?" I ask.

No one answers. Just more laughing. Then someone is pulling my legs and I'm sliding out of the car.

It's Alessio.

He gently helps me to the ground and I just start laughing. "That was...really...fun."

Alessio looks at Mia, "Did she already take something?" he asks.

"Nope!" I say.

He laughs and and then picks me up and tosses me over his shoulder.

He doesn't drop me until I'm in his room.

"Hello there everyone." I say. To like the four guys in the room.

A/N

lmao last one for the day probably