Faded, looking all shaded. We celebrating the birthday of a soul today. It is all nice but does it matter to make such fuss. Real niggaz are always fated. Not forced to use substances to feel faded. All the niggaz laughting, it is nice.
Here I am back from a long trip. I am feeling like something cosmic might happen today. Yesterday I fell asleep like a baby. Maybe it was the calm before the tempest. Anyways, I am ready for anything. I will let my mind feel the moment and act the way needed. I see the girl, she looks lonely. I can go there and show her my ego. It might not be attractive but it glows. She can feel safe around it. By the way, I am really thinking about going. You should know that I am talking about you. You are so dense when you know what you want. I care so much that I can't really say anything stupid to make things worst. I said it already, we humans use trust to survive. Without it, we feel like something might be missing. You can act like you really trust but some part of you are never sure. As I go on my trip for knowledge and other non academic activities, I found this love looking all fragile and needing attention. I want to nurture this love and make it grow strong and healthy. We wouldn't do anything else. It is not hard but it is a commitment I am ready to make. I should feel like it might be a mistake but it is not. Peace to the soul who finds a purpose. My goal can be anything but I chose this noble quest to find your love. I might not be worth such pleasure at the moment so I am ready to work as hard as I can. My determination is burning hard in my heart for you. Don't give me some crap response like "okay". Nobody deserve such plain response. Tripping always come to my mind because I trip too much on so many things. I will stop here because I don't want to go too deep into my anger. I will just say that it looks green.