Is it petty?
To hold a grudge for so long?
To hate someone over  something smsll?
To have everything,  but feel like you have nothing?

Is it stupid?
To feel alone when surrounded?
To fear sharing this hole?
To not truly trust someone you trust?

Is it sad?
That I feel stressed, but have less to stress about then some?
That I want something bad to happen to me?
That I feel like I can't cry in front of people?

Is it bad?
To want to hurt those who hurt me?
To want to end it all?
To want to feel pain instead of empty?

Is it petty?
I'd it stupid?
I'd it sad?
Is it bad?
I don't even know anymore