Juvia Pov

"Earth to Juvia." Meredy snapped her finger in front of me.

Coming out of my daze "Sorry, what?"

She giggled "I was just telling you that the looser Gray Fullbuster just walked by in the ugliest looking clothes in history." I turned my head at the direction her finger was pointed to. True enough there was the raven haired guy, walking with his head down, wearing a baggy long sleeved shirt and a pair of saggy jeans. I turned back to my pink hair friend and made a digusted face which made her brust out laughing.

"What's so funny?" Lucy and the rest of the gang appeared, plopping down into the empty seats around us. Melody pointed at Gray yet again and for some reason it got the while table laughing.

I looked around me. Everyone was seated with their boyfriends expect for Meredy and I. Natsu and Lucy. Levy and Gajeel. Bisca and Alzack. Erza and Jellal. Evergreen and Elfman.

"Aren't you going to eat, Juvia?" Lucy asked. I slapped a smile on my face and nodded. I took a big bite of my mash potato and kept stuffing down the rest of my food.

"I need to use the girls room." I excused myself and was about to pick up my tray.

"I will help you with that." Meredy offered and I flashed her a smile before heading down the men's room at the basement. There were rumors about the toilets on this floor as a result no one is ever here but just to be sure I inspected my surroundings befire pushing the door open. I needed to be somewhere no one could ever see me. If they did my whole reputation would crumble.The place was empty as usaul. I locked myself in the last cubicle and kneeled down in front of the bowl. Sticking my finger down my throat, I let my lunch leave my stomach.

Gray Pov

There was sounds of heaving in the toliet. I always went to the at the basement when I needed sometime alone. Ignoring the sounds I closed the door of the second last room and took out my blade. I slowly pressed the sharp metal into my skin and let the blood tickled down my wrist. My cries filled my ears and I didn't noticed that the person next door has left and slammed the main door behind.

A/N hope u like the 1st chapter ^^