Why can't I stop thinking about you.
You aren't even that good looking.
Well, that's what my friend are saying about you.
I think you're gods favourite person.
Gorgeous.
Flawless.
Handsome.
But who cares about my thoughts.
They all about you.
I can't sleep because I can't stop thinking about you.
I see your face everywhere.
I stalk your instagram with two hundread face accounts.
I started shifting for you.
Because all I want ist to be with you.
Even though you deserve so much more.
You deserve the prettiest, funniest, girl in the world.
With a perfect body.
With no scars.
With pretty hair.
With ocean blue eyes.
With a pretty smile.
Who is just like you.
Perfect.
Just simply perfect.
But that's not me.
Not even close.
It's one of the girls you are following on instagram.
It's one of your Snapchat girls.
They are pretty. 
They are flawless. 
They look like dolls.
They don't gain weight.
They aren't insecure.
They arent sad all the time.
They are perfect.
For you.
I will never be good enough for you.
Even though I tried.
I tried to be perfect.
I tried to get skinny.
I tried to be a better person.
But that didn't changed  a thing.
You would never loved me back.
I mean, why should you.
When you could have a skinny, blonde, girl,
That's blessed by Aphrodite.
No one would chose an ugly rock when he could have her.
That's sure.
I get why you always chose her.
But I just don't want it to be real.
That you love her.
Not me.
That I will stay alone.
Forever.
Because it's impossible to fall in love with me.
To look at me.
To like me.
To be me.