this bit-

I actually can't even call her a bitch

and I really really want to fucking call her that

mm she actually made me feel happy about the move and yes I did tell her we can't be close friends because I'm moving again

she said ok that's fine we can still hang out tho

and for just a few weeks she actually made being in this crappy place better

then she just ignores me  and acts like I don't even exist 

I let myself just someone and this happens

fucking great

LIFE IS FUCKING GREAT ISNT IT