"I'm depressed, but darling, I love wearing bright colors and I love things that sparkle. I laugh at everything and I smile more than most, but darling, believe me, my mind is killing me. "

____"But darling, I thought you'd see deeper

I thought you'd see through all of me,

but I guess,

you're afraid to drown in the ocean of depression with me,

To the madness of what I am.

And to the monster that I have become."  

no one saves you