"you know we all die some day. at the hands of life we'll pass away one day. people around us will too. the only thing is that we don't know when we will die and that is what leaves us anxious. afraid of stepping out of our door for fear of dying. afraid of loving someone for fear of losing. afraid of letting someone love you for fear of leaving. because death is not in our control, no matter how hard we try to push it away. not today, we plead as he tries to embrace us, not today."  

knowing- tripping pada (fanfic jaeyong 2017)