Warning: These will get super weird, personal, and disturbing. Please don't read these if you have a judging problem. Thank you.

1) My mom wants me to shave my armpits, but I don't really wanna. I wanna grow my armpit hair out until I can braid them. Then shave them and think about what I did with most of my life. Cuz I'll be like 89 by the time the hair gets that long.

2) I'm pretty antisocial. I was hanging out with my step-grandfathers family in Easter, like I always do, and I barely talked until later when we were drinking Pepsi and pretending we were drunk. I usually talk to anyone, including random strangers. Now I can't even talk to my relatives until I'm sure they'll like me.

3) every single day at school I wear my favorite jacket. I keep it zipped up all day too. The jacket is really big for me and you can't see my hands or half of my thighs. I wear jeans too, even in the summer. This summer (2016) I'm not allowed to wear jeans though.

4) I usually hate people. I usually ignore them or are mean and negative and grumpy until they don't talk to me.

5) at school I walk with my head down, and my hair is always in my face. It's like I'm blind, I can't see anything but I can run around the hallways without bumping into anyone/anything or tripping.