Some days I fill my cup
All the way up
And see it all rise

Some days I'm getting drunk
Some days I'm in a funk
But not the way that lifts my spirits up

Some days I tell someone "sup"
And others days I interrupt
And then I get a deep cut

Some days I wanna cry
Some days I wanna die
Some day I don't want to get up

Some days I'm feeling down
Some days I'm gonna drown
And just want to say goodbye

Some days are feeling whack
Like if life's hitting back
And that leaves me a frown

Some days I'm feeling dead
But they say it's all in my head
But that is not a fact

Some days I'll say hi
Some days I'll say goodbye
And some days I'm off my meds

Some days I wanna disappear
Some days I want to be a seer
So I can see what's coming nigh

So as you can see
Im done with life finally
I do not want to be here

I'll try to keep my tears
All keep in here
And let nobody see

The pain that I hold
It's getting very old
And I'm controlled by sadness and fear

I've tried to keep in
And I've tried to win
But my heart and soul keep growing mold

I've tried talking to my peers
But they're not all ears
They all ignore me like my kin

I decided to give up
Like my soul and heart up corrupt
And and I don't want to be here

Im going to try
To see if I die
And finally have my time's up