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Udaariyan song sunna na bhule.. just feel the words of love 💕..

So isi ke sath shuru kartey hai humara update..

One shot on our beloved shivi ❣️

Happy reading mera golgappon ❣️

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(Ps .. it's on the after six months shivi had to give divorce .. no disha no family it's purely shivi update ..)

Shiva held Raavi's hand , she looked at him with pleading eyes .

" Mat Jaa na raavi please 🥺"!

"Please shiva ... Aaj mat rok muja agar yeh talaq Aaj nhi hua toh main kabhi nahi jaa paungi !" She spoke amidst her tears betraying her eyes 👀.

" Jana zaruri hai kya ..? Kya yeh talaq ab bhi zaruri hai..? " Shiva asked helpless.

" Agar aaj tuja nhi chodungi toh zindagi bhar yahi reh jaungi shiva . Tu toh janta hai na yeh samaj yeh log yeh duniya nah mujha jeena degi na tuja .

Aur nah yeh log hume sath jeena danga nhi rehna denga yeh log tera sath muja . Kaaki dhara di koi nahi chahta hum sath rahe jab voh hi hume sath nhi jeena denga toh kahi aur jaake bhi nhi reh payenge hum .

Aaj Jane de shiva nhi toh jeevan bhar yahi atak jaungi aur dard hum dono ko Roz thoda thoda kar ke milaga tu kyun nhi samajh raha meri baat .." she replied painfully.

" Dekh chipkali esa mat bol please 🥺 , tu bhi janti hai na tera mera rishta jo hai voh shivji ka banaya hua rishta hai isse koi nhi todh sakta aur hum dono ke rishte ko koi samjhega yeh galat fehmi hai teri koi nhi samajh sakta humara pyar humari chahat humari zid ek dusre ke liya .

Hum bhale hi ladhte jhagadte aaye hon beech main bhut sari baatein esi hui jinke karan humne divorce file kiya lakin yeh divorce period ne hume phir se jodh diya tha jo tuta tha phir se judh gaya tha na .

Apna rishta bhut mazboot ho gaya hai yrr ab yeh rishita jo kachi mitti sa tha voh nhi raha toh kyun chod rahi hai please 🥺" he reasoned her gently.

" Sath rahenga toh dard bhi utna hi milaga na shiva kyuki sath rehkar bhi sath nhi honga hum uska koi matlab nhi hoga kyuki log hume sath main khush rehna hi nhi degi specially apne ghar wale ... !!" She spoke amidst her tears .

Shiva just looking at her painfully.

" Shiva tu kyun nhi samajh raha I bring out the worst in you ." She said again .

" Toh tu bhi samajh na raavi pehle hum dono apni galt fehmiyon ke chalte apne consent se alag hona chahta the per ab jab itna pyar hai toh ab tujhse dur nhi reh paunga main yrr main nhi reh paunga tera bina main mar jaunga raavi". he told her cupping her cheeks.

Tears rolled down her eyes as she spoke looking down as if she has no courage to look at his pain this time if she does she will never be able to go .

" Shiva ab bhut der ho chuki hai ab kuch nhi ho sakta talak toh dena hi padega yrr bina talak hua bhi nhi reh payenge ek dusre se alag . Divorce lene se pehle agar hum sab sort kar lete ya us din voh kaand hua hi nhi hota toh aaj baat yahan tak nhi pahunche hoti .

Humne bhut der kar di shiva yeh samajhne main ki we love each other from heaven to hell. Ab kya karein shiva koi sath rehna nhi dega aur main tuja tera parivaar se alag hone nhi dungi main janti hun jitni zaruri main hun tera liya itni hi zaruri teri tera liya family hai aur honi bhi chahiye.

I am really proud of you mera Bhoothnath ki tu ek khara sona hai jiska pehla aur akhri pyar hun main . Dekh yeh duniya Jeet toh gai kyuki sab mil kar hume alag karna chahte the aur ek wakt per hun bhi hona chahte the aur ab voh ho bhi Raha hai ab isko rokne ka koi matlab nhi hai shiva please Azad hoja mujhse .

Shiva agar kismat main humara phir se milna likha hoga na toh hum phir milaga aur is baar koi alag nhi kar payega . Tu samajh raha hai na meri baat ko " she explained him .

" Per tu bhul rahi hai ki tu mujhme achi cheeze bhi laati hai bahar , voh achi cheeze aaj tak koi bhar laa nhi paya toh yeh log yeh duniya kya cheez hai. Muja aaj kal humesha se tu hi chahiye thi chahiya hai aur roz chahiya.

Muja nhi samajhna ki hume alag kyun hona padega. Main samajhna chahta muja bas tu aur tera sath tera pyar chahiya har janam har peher main . I know bhut late realisation hua ki I love you but please rok de is talak ko .

I can't live without you I can't I will die without you . Agar hum alag ho bhi rahe hain na aaj toh yeh baat yaad rakhna raavi ki teri jagah is duniya main koi nhi le sath main kisi ko teri jagah nhi de sakta. Isliya toh tu mera pyar hai meri kamzori bhi aur meri takat bhi aur mera pyar per haq sirf tera hai aur koi nhi le sakte is dil main jagah.

Raavi jo log humare liya maayina hi nhi rakhte hum unke liya khud ko ek dusre se alag hona padh raha hai esa kyun . Janta hun tu kya samjhana cha rahi hai per kya karun is dil ka adh gaya hai yeh dil jo mujhse bas ek hi cheez bol raha hai ki agar tune aaj iska hath chod diya toh tu mar jayega nhi jee paunga main tera bina .

Tu meri saanson mein samai hai yrr . For once I want to be selfish and stay with you forever till eternity. Dekh tuja Sara sach pata hai ab bhi soch le raavi badal de apna yeh faisla . Jo Tut raha hai usko hum phir se sawar lenga na sath mil kar . " He said

" Shiva dekh main bhi tujhse utna hi pyar karti hun jitna tu mujhse pyar karta hai . Itna pyar karti hun ki main bhale hi tera bina nahi jee paungi per tuja surakshit rakhne ke liya agar muja tuja chodna bhi pade toh chod bhi sakti hun . " She told firmly this time .

" Ek aur baat bolu tune kaha tha na mujhse ki I bring the best in you but that  best also comes out at the cost of the worst ! So it's not a good deal na ? Toh beintehaa pyar hoker bhi alag hona hi behtar deal hai na ?

Bhoothnath let me go janne de muja main zada dur kahan jaa rahi hun yahin maasi ke ghar hi toh hun . Aur jo log dil main hote hain na voh dur nhi hote samjha hum toh ek dusre ke dil main baste hain . 

Toh yaad rakh tu mera dil main basta hai aur main tera . If you love me to death then let me go . She pleaded keeping her head on his chest for the last time . Though her heart ached saying each n every word she said to him . But it was necessary she thought.

A lone tear escaped his eyes again drenching his cheeks over already wet cheeks making its way to neck and escaping under his vest making it wet too .

He fread her left hand yet his right had was still holding hers .

" Raavi aakhri baar keh raha hun main mar jaunga tera bina main sach much main hee nahi paunga pehle socha tha ki teri yaadon ke saaye main sari zindagi bita lunga lekin ab jab voh pal aa gaya hai toh esa mumkin nahi ho payega ki main sari zindagi teri yaadon ke saaye mein jaa paun muja teri zarurat hai raavi . " He said squeezing her right hand slightly tight than before.

Raavi pressed his hand back with equal intensity and said " you can and you will ! I know shiva you are very strong mera chattan pandya ho mera shivji ! "🥺❤️..

Shiva's vision blurred as fresh warm tears formed - " tu bata tu reh payengi mera bina ? Reh legi meri yaadon se saaye main saari zindagi ? " his heart thudded while he felt suffocated with every breath.

" Humare pass ek dusre ki yaadein hai, dher sari baatein hai , pyar hai dher sara voh bhi , vishwas hai, sab kuch toh hai humare pass . Bas itna samajh le shiva ki bas sath nhi reh sakte dur reh kar bhi toh pyar nibha sakte hain na pyar dur reh kar tab tak kacha nhi hota jab tak dono ke beech koi teesra na aa jaye aur tune hi kaha na tu meri jagah kisi ko nhi de payega toh bas dur reh kar apna pyar dikha jitna dikha sakta hai .

Is baar hum dur reh kar duniya ko harayenga unhe humara pyar ki takat dikhayega . Agar voh hume alag kar rahe hain na toh soch ki yeh humare pyar ki pareeksha hai they are testing our love and hum zarur jeetanga isme main aaj tak jeet ta aaye hain na toh iss baar bhi wahi hoga .

Toh beintehaa pyar kerne wale ke pyar main main jee lungi toh kya hua agar thoda sa dekhna padega toh seh lungi is judai ko bhi  . " Saying so she freed her hand from his .

" Raavi please na ! " A mere wispers that even the mountains would echo .

" Nahi please shiva esa ro kar mat rok mujha . Hum jo ek dusre ke liya feel karte hain na voh is judai se kahin Guna zada bada hai . Jo hum ek dusre ke liya kuch bhi kar jatee hain kisi bhi hadh ko paar kar dete hain voh bhut khoobsurat se bhi zada khoobsurat hai. So don't spoil your love with these tears of pain .

Hum yeh phase bhi paar kar lenga shiva I mean it . We can do it. Aur sun meri baat zada dur nhi hun tujhse bas ek gali dur hun aur roz hi toh dikhungi tuja pata toh hai tuja sab theek hai. Zada mat ro tu acha nhi lagta rote hua .

Tu mera Bhoothnath bandar hi theek hai . Esa rotlu shiva se thodi pyar kiya hain maine . Aur mera iss baar jana hi sahi  hai shiv Aaj nhi toh kal yeh hona hi hai toh aaj hi sahi samajh dur kare isse better toh yahi hai na khud dur ho jayein aur unhe Hara kar phir se ek ho jayega ek din .

Is dharti pe na sahi vahan toh ek din milanga hi main tera intezaar karungi shiva . Tu bhi kar lena . Tune ek baar bola tha mujhse ki agar jeena hai toh sath jeeyenga aur marna hai toh sath main marega . Yahi toh Sacha pyar hai . " She said being adamant, his heart almost dead her hands coloured with his blood . She was scratching his heart , but she knew it was a better deal than stabbing every single day .

"Shivaa meri jaan sachi Mohabbat shayad wahi hoti hai jis main junoon shiddat pyar apnapan zid pagalpan aur bharosa hota hai.. we are living in true love and we will win for sure. " She said again explaining him their love .

He left her hand which he again holded back and stepped closer to her till there is no space for even an air to pass , forwarded his arms to engulf her in a tight hug may be for the last time , for once he agreed to her decision but , how would he be able to live without her ? He needs her to hold him in pain in happiness in joy in every little thing.

Firstly she nodded in a no and turned away tears raining down to her cheeks but couldn't refuse this and eventually hugged him back with so much passion that nobody could complete.

He saw her walk out after signing the papers and this time forever .

He ran behind her out of the court room and saw it was raining heavily like the dam break through or it was unhappiness shown by God and heaven in their own ways as if saying you did wrong . It was dark in the of the middle and clouds were thunderbolt . It was like pralaya aayegi . If was a fearful day . And yes indeed it was a fearful day .

She stopped sighed in her tracks , turning around quickly she placed a gentle kiss on his forehead then on his eyes , cheeks and finally on his lips she wants to give him a peck but it turned out to be a passionate wild kiss a kiss of love,  kiss of separation, kiss of trust and breaking it she disappeared in a thin air like a magic cast in her .

He turned away smiling amidst his consent tears flowing or say raining from his eyes like anything.

"I LOVE YOU RAAVIIIIII AND ALWAYS WILL TILL ETERNITY 💘"  he screamed nothing in particular.

" I LOVE YOU SHIVAAAAA AND ALWAYS WILL TILL ETERNITY 💘" she screamed back somewhere away from him .

Whole Somnath and pandya pariwaar with narayans witnessed their love their separation of pain but none said anything none told them not to break thier relationship just to tell them that nothing can separate them . But they were enjoying their pain of love and separation inwardly while god and heaven was wailing in chaos of pain with them for their separation.

She sighed looking at the sky at night outside her room , a smile slowly blooming on her face and she came out of the house and stand between green lush garden .  Amidst the dew of warm wet droplets.

Here shiva too was blooming with smile coming of the house and stood in his garden opening his arms wide and enjoying the dew of warm soothing wet droplets in his face .

And next morning neither shiva got up nor raavi . Meaning two souls became one in every means in another world in heaven leaving behind this baised world .

" PAR DO DILLON KI YAARI MAIN BHI TOH KITNA SUKOON HAI ,

DEKAR MUJHA TERI JUDAAI RAM NE MUJHA PAIGAAM DIYA .... "

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