I fear that I will never be loved.

Obviously I have parents and family, that is an unconditional love that lasts, I know I have friends - good ones that care.

But I feel as if I'm no one's first choice.

Nobody is watching their phone waiting for me to appear, no one longs to be beside me all hours of the day.

I crave a type of love that I've never experienced, the type of love you see on TV, because love makes you whole.

I feel like I'm missing out.

I don't have a passion for anything much, I'm just okay.

Satifactory. At best.

I know it seems dramatic - that I'm contemplating such things.

I fear going a life without a type of love you lose sleep over, to love someone so much that I couldn't imagine life without them.

I want to be wanted.