Harder

"When you are not fed love on a silver spoon, you learn to lick it off knives"                     - Lauren Eden

Note- this chapter contains explicit language and smut.

• Nala •

"Finn" I moaned, his lips working down my throat as I pushed his shirt off
Before I pushed him down all together
Sat on top of him as I slowly pulled my under dress off
"Fuck" Finn breathed out

I smiled, he was too sweet
Too good for a girl like me
A fuck up
And yet here he was
Here he always was

With me
Loving me
He looked at me. Nervous

Too nervous that he didn't move
I summoned all the confidence I could, reaching back to take my bra off

His hands remained on my hips, tightening his grip as his eyes fell over my tits
"Finn" I breathed out. I could feel him hardening beneath me

"Yeah?" He asked, seemingly dazed, making me smile
I took his hand, placing it over my breast
My skin erupted in goosebumps whilst his body only stiffened

His eyes flickered back to mine, as I sat just as clueless as him, waiting...
"Finn" I said again, before he sat up, kissing me hard

I moaned against his lips, as he slowly flipped us over and I was underneath him
Every dirty thought I'd had for this boy came erupting out as I held onto him for dear life
Kissing him hard and grabbing his hair in my hand, as he gripped hold of my thighs

"Fuck" he groaned, kissing down my neck
I closed my eyes, revelling in his touch
I pulled his vest off, before I trailed my hands down, undoing his belt

• Finn •

Was this actually happening?
I fucking dreamed of this
Of her
Having her beneath me
Touching me, kissing me
Fuck the way she was undoing my belt and moaning my name nearly made me cum

My thumbs hooked her underwear, and all confidence I had melted away
As I hesitated, lips against her throat as her head was thrown back into the pillow
"Take them off Finn, please" she begged,

I pulled them down her legs, her soft fucking smooth legs
Jesus
Give me fucking strength please

She pulled my trousers off, her legs wrapping around me as she pulled me close
I could feel her against me
I could feel my cock fucking throbbing against her bare pussy

"Fuck" I gritted out, looking down at her
She kissed me slowly, before she dropped her head back down, bright eyes staring into mine
And before my mind caught up with me, her hand had wrapped around my dick

"Fuck" I cursed, dropping my head into her shoulder
"Stop" I warned
"Why?" She asked breathless
"Nal. Nal stop" I said, grabbing her wrist
"Stop or I'll cum" I said
She smiled. A small soft smile

Her cheeks rosy, her eyes hooded, hair a mess across the pillow
How the fuck did I get a girl like her?

"Then fuck me" she said instead, pulling my face back to hers
I fucking melted into her
Her skin was so smooth, she was so soft and warm
She was better than every dream and every fantasy I had ever had of her

I was painfully hard, slowly pushing against her
"I'm sorry if it hurts" I said, slowly pushing inside of her
Her hold tightened, her nails digging into my shoulders and yet I... I liked it

I wanted it
I wanted to see her marks on me
I wanted everyone to see she was mine
That she was my girl
That I made her feel this good

"Finn... ah" she gasped out, eyes squeezed shut
"I'm sorry Nal" I said simply, coming to a stop
I closed my eyes too, summoning every bit of strength I had not to cum in her right now
She felt so fucking unbelievable

She kissed me, giving me a silent go ahead as I began to move
She moaned, whined, half pain and half pleasure

The very noise only pushed me over the edge further
"Finn... harder" she moaned.
I did as she wanted, every fucking stroke was heaven and hell
I wanted to cum so badly

So fucking quickly but she felt impossibly perfect
"Ah... yeah, fuck. Just like tha-" she became nothing but moans
Words seemed impossible to her as I fucked her hard, quicker.

I wanted her to cum, I needed her to cum, I needed to see her face as I made her cum.
I needed to feel her nails in my back and her moans in my mouth, I wanted to watch her eyes squeeze painfully shut, a hot moaning mess aching for me

Why was I so scared before?
What else could I ever possibly want to do again?
Other than be with her. Here
Fucking her, kissing her, touching her

Oh fuck.
I took a risk, taking her nipple in my mouth, sucking hard
She only moaned louder, her grip tighter, bruises slowly forming in my back
Hickeys quickly left along her tits as I marked her as mine.

• Nala •

I could feel it coming, the aching want in me to cum
He had hurt at first, hurt for only a moment before he felt so fucking good
So big and hard and fast and... fuck
"Finn I'm going to-... ah" I moaned, unable to hold back any longer

My legs linked around him, my entire body lighting on fire as my orgasm ripped through my body, a feeling I could get completely and utterly addicted to rippling through my skin as I moaned his name like a fucking prayer

"Fuck, Nala..." he groaned, quickening his pace, only pounding into the sensitive feeling that was overwhelming my pussy
"Nal..."
Words failed him

"Cum Finn. Cum for me" I said, kissing him
He groaned harder, before I felt him pull out of me altogether, cumming across my thighs.

"Fuck" he sighed, dropping on top of me
We laid still for a while
A long while.

"That..." I couldn't even think of the word
Of any words
My eyes were seeing stars
I felt so hot and exhausted as Finn slowly began to kiss my neck

"Finn" I sighed breathlessly
He hummed against my skin
"I love you" I said
"I love you too" he said, lying beside me

He pulled me close into his side, resting my head on his chest
I had never known how it felt to be this happy
To actually experience the very thing I dreamed of most nights
Being with Finn

Being able to kiss him and tell him I love him.

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The next morning, I woke up warm
Warm and naked and wrapped up in Finn's arms
But what woke me up, was the banging on the door
"Finn" Arthur shouted
"Finn!" John bellowed from the street

I was shocked how he hadn't woken up
I shook him, before he slowly sat up, confused
"Finn!" Arthur shouted, opening the door
I shot down, pulling the blanket over me

"Oh. Fuck. Sorry" Arthur said, turning around, leaving before he hesitated
"Tommy needs us. Now. You uh... you meet us in the betting shop when your dressed alright Finn?" He said awkwardly, staring at the wall, refusing to turn around

"Yes" Finn gritted out
"Good" he mumbled, shutting the door
I sighed, covering my face with the blanket
Only for it to be pulled back by Finn
"I'm sorry about them" he said

"Not your fault is it?" I shrugged, silence falling over us once again
"I guess I should get dressed" he chuckled
"Yeah... or... make them wait" I suggested
"Why?" He asked

I sat up, sliding across into his lap
"Just a few minutes" I tried to tempt him, kissing him slowly
"Nal" he tried
"Mhm" I hummed against his lips

"Five minutes" he relented, pulling me against him.

• Finn •

"Why are we doing this?" I asked
We were in the middle of the fucking woods
"Tommy wants to hunt" Arthur said
"And where is Tommy?" I asked
"Waiting for us" John said
"Wasn't he supposed to be waiting at the fucking shop?" I asked

"Wind your neck in" Arthur said

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"So. Are we going to talk about this morning?" Arthur spoke up
"Why? What's happened?" John asked
"Arthur" I begged, looking at him over the fire
Tommy still wasn't here
"Finn here lost his virginity" he sold me out

"You what?" John grinned
"Please don't" I begged
"How was it?" He asked
"Leave it" I warned

"No come on Finn, we just want to know because we care about you" John said
"No you fucking don't" I said. He was just a nosey bastard

"At least tell us you were safe eh?" Arthur said awkwardly
"Safe" I shook my head at them
They were really trying to talk to me about safety
When John had a million fucking kids

"Did you cum in her?" John asked bluntly
"No. Fuck sake" I grumbled

"Oh come on Finn. We're proud of you alright" John laughed, patting my back
I didn't need their fucking approval
I needed to know why I was sat in the fucking woods instead of in bed with my girlfriend

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