"You've taken you wallet?" my oh so secret boyfriend asked through the face time call.

"I won't even need it." I replied rolling my eyes. He just sighed with a sad expression on his face and it definitely melted me.

"Come on Joong, stop being so sad, aren't you happy for me? I am going for a Gucci event, it's a big deal." I said trying to make his mood lighter.

"P'Nine I am so happy for you, don't ever think otherwise ever. OK?" he said with his boyish smile and it relived me so much watching him smile, he still have that effect on me even after living apart for such a long time.

"It's just that the event I went to, I know I should be grateful of it, it was so big and fans were cheering for me so much. But.... I just was missing you there so much." he said with a sad smile and I felt my heart squeeze. In all honesty I feel the same, all the time but still all we both could do is call.

"I know, but we have to be patient, right?" I tried cheering him again and he smiled too.

"Ya, I can still live with the memories of our events. You always looked so cute smiling and interacting with fans." he said with his lovely grin. As I faked being angry, but as always he can see right through me.

We talked about events but was interrupted when my car stopped. I kept my phone in my branded coat's pocket, and took a graceful exit from the car.

I still remembered our events, the one where we weren't dating, and fans would request for us to hug or for him to pick me up bridal style, and I used to feel so shy and he was always teasing me about it.

And the events in which we were dating, it was sometimes so hard, to just not take his silly head in my hands and wipe his teasing grin out of his face with a kiss. Our goodbye to the series was so emotional and I was dying to comfort him properly. That night when we entered our dorm, I had kissed him so hard and had wrapped him in my arms. We had cuddled and talked about future that whole night, it was one of my most beautiful memory.

Whenever I feel alone I think about those times and the nights we slept wrapped in each other's arms. Sometimes when we sleep while talking to each other, I could imagine him, next to me maybe smiling in his sleep or snoring if he is too tired or maybe moving a lot in his sleep disturbing me in my sleep as well.

Just like right now as I entered I can just imagine him in the crowd silently looking at me giving me all the spotlight and love silently. Without speaking or doing anything but just praising me with his eyes, wit his love.

I was startled by a notification on my phone as I secretly opened it and saw his message, I couldn't help but smile one the biggest smile possible, his words like this always makes me fall for him again and again.

'Go my Gucci prince, I know you can do this, go there and tell them what the most beautiful and handsome person looks like;)' read the message so I replied

'Too cringe,  made me want to vomit' and I know he'll be laughing his ass of as soon as he reads it. Maybe that's what I want. To love him and make him happy.

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A little oneshot since I was missing my boys so much, and want you all to miss him too ;) 

And please do tell me if you like it or not and if anyone have any request, I'll be happy to write it, you just have to message me your idea.