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Emotional day. Cried lots of bits. Wonder why. Maybe coz i remember what happened 2yrs ago.
Maybe coz i was expecting sth, but i guess ppl get over shits tho it might take some times.
When will it be my turn tho? Why am i like dis duh?
Wtf did i owe u.
Wtf have i done to u? Wtf could i have possibly asked fr u?
Let me pay it back differently. I can. I am capable.
Was u like this too? Did i do this to u?
I give and receive things that are the one the only and the most specious of any kind.
I was so wrong and i was wronged so much.
Just fking stop already isnt this much enough. Am i even normal.

Looking back at the dates, the intensity is getting worse.

Its an extremely emotional day. Might bcoz of the hormones.
Might coz of the shitty sleeping habit. Or the dirty ass food from the hospital.
Best bd ever.

I kinda regret having met. Should i have not? I learned a lot but does it really worth it? Its the first i ever felt this way. Faint doubts pass thru my brain.