Kolejny zwykły dzień. No dobra może nie taki zwykły. Zostały już tylko dwa dni do Wigilii. Nawet w rezydencji Monetów dało się wyczuć lekką świąteczną atmosferę. Wigilię miałem spędzić z rodzeństwem, a drugi dzień świąt z przyjaciółmi w ich mieszkaniu.

Już nie mogłem się doczekać. Planowałem wtedy spytać Nathana o związek... Wiem, że się całujemy, przytulamy, ale... Nie jesteśmy w takim oficjalnym związku. Więc chciałem go o to spytać.

Siedziałem w pokoju i planowałem porysować. W tym czasie włączyłem muzykę na słuchawkach. Włączyłem sobie Billie Eillish "Everything and wanted".

Śpiewałem razem z melodia wygrywaną w słuchawkach.

-I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
Not what you'd think
And if I'm being honest
It might've been a nightmare
To anyone who might care
Thought I could fly (fly)
So I stepped off the Golden, mm
Nobody cried (cried, cried, cried, cried)
Nobody even noticed
I saw them standing right there
Kinda thought they might care (might care, might care)
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up, I see
You with me
And you say
"As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to
If I could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear
'They don't deserve you'"
I tried to scream
But my head was underwater
They called me weak
Like I'm not just somebody's daughter
It could've been a nightmare
But it felt like they were right there
And it feels like yesterday was a year ago
But I don't wanna let anybody know
'Cause everybody wants something from me now
And I don't wanna let 'em down
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up, I see
You with me
And you say
"As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to
If I could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear
'They don't deserve you'"
If I knew it all then, would I do it again?
Would I do it again?
If they knew what they said would go straight to my head
What would they say instead?
If I knew it all then, would I do it again?
Would I do it again?
If they knew what they said would go straight to my head
What would they say instead?...

Po chwili namysłu włączyłem jeszcze jedną piosenkę. Mianowicie "Riptide" Vance'a Joy'a.

-I was scared of dentists and the dark
I was scared of pretty girls and starting conversations
Oh, all my friends are turning green
You're the magician's assistant in their dream
Ah-ooh-ooh-ooh, ah-ahh-ah-ah
And they come unstuck
Lady, running down to the riptide
Taken away to the dark side
I wanna be your left-hand man
I love you when you're singing that song
And I got a lump in my throat
'Cause you're gonna sing the words wrong
There's this movie that I think you'll like
This guy decides to quit his job and heads to New York City
This cowboy's running from himself
And she's been living on the highest shelf
Ah-ooh-ooh-ooh, ah-ahh-oh
And they come unstuck
Lady, running down to the riptide
Taken away to the dark side
I wanna be your left-hand man
I love you when you're singing that song
And I got a lump in my throat
'Cause you're gonna sing the words wrong
I just wanna, I just wanna know
If you're gonna, if you're gonna stay
I just gotta, I just gotta know
I can't have it, I can't have it any other way
I swear she's destined for the screen
Closest thing to Michelle Pfeiffer that you've ever seen, oh
Lady, running down to the riptide
Taken away to the dark side
I wanna be your left-hand man
I love you when you're singing that song
And I got a lump in my throat
'Cause you're gonna sing the words wrong
Oh lady, running down to the riptide
Taken away to the dark side
I wanna be your left-hand man
I love you when you're singing that song
And I got a lump in my throat
'Cause you're gonna sing the words wrong
Oh lady, running down to the riptide
Taken away to the dark side
I wanna be your left-hand man
I love you when you're singing that song
And I got a lump in my throat
'Cause you're gonna sing the words wrong
Yeah, I got a lump in my throat
'Cause you're gonna sing the words wrong...

Ostatecznie narysowałem mnie i Nathana całujących się w Sylwestra. Chciałbym, żeby to się naprawdę wydarzyło...

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Hejkaaa! Wlatuje 11 rozdział. Zawzięcie pisze rozdziału, żeby zacząć ff o Nathanie, bo już się nie mogę doczekać! No i mam wenę, rzecz jasna. Spodziewajcie się dzisiaj jeszcze kilku rozdziałów. Pozdrowionka! Miłego dnia/nocy! 💸❤️‍🔥

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