I've tried and I'm tired.

Tired of choosing a side, only to end up sitting on the fence.

Tired of putting a happy mask over the sadness.

Tired of the tears that escape freely.

Tired of the sleepless nights.

Tired of the searing pain.

Tired of trying and getting no gain.

Tired of failing and falling over and over again.

Tired of depending on everyone and no one.

Tired of dealing with the depression.

Tired of being a 'go to person'.

Tired of caring and getting fake love.

Tired of people walking out with no second thoughts.

Tired of life throwing stones at me.

I'm tired of life, and everything. OKAY!!!

And the sad part is that I can do nothing, but watch from the front row.

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