Her POV

When you came into my life like a wrecking ball, I was annoyed. I was annoyed at how big of an idiot you looked like. Always going around cracking jokes, pulling pranks and laughing like a maniac. I hated how despite being from two different worlds, you'd still nag me all the time. When did everything go wrong? Is it when my annoyance slowly turned into love? Maybe I shouldn't have fallen in love with you and your stupidity....Why did I grow to love that smile of yours? And those blue eyes, the way they sparkled like jewels, why do I want them to look at me? Maybe we should've never met. Then I wouldn't have to miss you so much.

I miss your crap jokes that I won't hear again, that smile I won't see again and those eyes...will never look at me again. Why did you have to rob me of all those things?

Was everything we ever had was a lie? Your smile and sparkling eyes, what were you hiding behind them? You always held onto me when I was down. Why did I never notice the darkness you were hiding....

I should've noticed when you said "Goodbye" instead of "See you tomorrow". If only I knew that it was the last time, I'd have held onto you tighter. Maybe I shouldn't have let you leave...

You were my sun, brightening up my day....why did you have to set so soon?

There were so many why's as I looked at him sleeping peacefully in that casket? He wasn't joking, smiling or looking at me with those eyes....

Are you at peace now?

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His POV

I used to watch her sit alone in that dark corner of the classroom. She was always lost in her thoughts. But I occasionally caught her peeking at my table. I wanted to talk to her, but somehow I couldn't muster up the courage. I was happy the day we finally got to talk.

Before I knew it, I fell in love with the way she laughs at my jokes, the way she holds onto me and those mesmerizing eyes full of curiosity. She looks at me like I'm some kind of zoo animal. She made my heart happy.

I was used to giving fake smiles, I didn't notice when it became real. She is my moon, brightening up the darkness that's within me.

But nothing good lasts forever, my past finally caught up to me ...

The winter night that'll haunt me till the day I die. I tried to forget about it, but the memories came surging back when I heard my sister mumble in her sleep, "Why...why did you kill them?"

Does she remember? She was so little....I don't regret what I did and I never will...

Will she hate me if she remembers....I can't have her hate me, I'd rather die than be on the receiving end of her hate.

Our parents weren't good people. They were addicted to gambling. I tried to talk them out of it, but they paid me no heed. It was tough, but we were surviving. Everything went wrong when father lost his job. The people they took money from started knocking at our door.

They became desperate to the point of selling their own children. If I didn't listen in to their conversation that day, I'd have lost my baby sister.

These people didn't deserve to be parents. I couldn't let them do that to my sister. So I did what I had to do. I killed them when they were sleeping.

But my sister caught me in the act. Thankfully she was too young to understand. So I told her that mom and dad are asleep, she shouldn't be here.

The case was closed saying someone they took a huge sum of money from ended up taking revenge.

Me and my sister were taken in by our grandparents. I've always wanted what was best for her. Will she really hate me if she remembers?

Will Bri ever accept a monster like me? Do I even deserve to be loved?

I was in a dilemma, I don't want to lose the people I love the most. I don't want to see the disgust on their face when they find out what kind of monster I truly am....

Maybe I should just die, a murderer like me shouldn't live. She'll be fine now. She has our grandparents. She doesn't need me anymore.

Do I have the guts to kill myself? I can't continue living like this...

I need to see her for the last time. A final "Goodbye" is all I want.

When I closed my eyes on the rooftop of that sky scrapper, I saw their happy faces. Don't hate me too much for leaving like this.

As I was falling, all I could think was....

"Could she ever love a cold-hearted murderer like me?"

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What was their destiny?

Breaking each other as they were consumed by their inner demons....

She found the answer to all her questions in the afterlife when she saw him again...

She never hated him, not even for a second, they loved each other beyond the restrictions of this world....