Again sorry about not updating on the usual time, one day I didn't t have enough to eat and since the weather has changed I fell asleep for three hours. But good news here's your new chapter, and comments were very interesting 😈😈😈

Things to look out for
Y/N- your name
D/N- daughters name
R/N- random name

Your POV
D/N was at a friends house for a sleepover for the weekends, the mystery man I was talking to was awfully familiar. Everything else still the same, I was going to visit S/N just cause meeting him feels good. As I got there I saw someone there already, I walked up to the figure.

Y- Zayn?
Z- oh hey
Y- it's weird seeing you alone
Z- well I wanted to come alone
Y- what have you been talking about?
Z- oh me, I was just standing here
Y- I never had time to talk him about you
Z- yeah, cause the date was a long time

I sat on the grass as he sat beside me, I even saw a tear down he's cheek.

Z- I was an uncle but was never able to see him
Y- well I do have photos of him, if you want to see
Z- yeah sure

I pulled out my phone, and unlock the screen I went to the app photos and saw a collection of photos of S/N. I handed it to Zayn and he lightly smiled, I saw he finger swipe photo to photo.

Z- his got your good looks
Y- ha, ha
Z- I bet he got all the ladies
Y- well, he actually got bullied
Z- what, do you know why?

Y- this is gonna be long. While my ex-husband and D/N were with the other, D/N started to bullied S/N along with her friends and other people I don't even know. Sometimes he wouldn't come out of his room, and one day he actually..... Ki- ll himself
( when I was writing ll it switch to lol )

Z- that's.....
Y- then I felt left out to the world I didn't feel included even if I had friends here, it doesn't feel the same
Z- it because your family isn't complete, that way you feel parted. Your not altogether that's what's wrong
Y- now I'm worried about D/N to like what if it happens to her too?
Z- Y/N sis, you can't worry it's gonna get you stress out ( wink, wink 😉😉 ) stop and worry about you
Y- doesn't sound a bit selfish
Z- looked even though you should worry about the people around you, but the most person you should about now is
Y- me?
Z- yes Y/N, even if I worry about you, sometimes I have to worried about myself

As he finished I was laying on the ground as he did the same, I watched the clouds go by then I asked something.

Y- what if I can't worry about myself
Z- you can Y/N you just don't know it
Y- I do sometimes but.....
Z- but?
Y- it's not like worry about like where I am it's...
Z- your not worried, your discouraging
Y- well yeah, but I make people worried more than me
Z- but you worry about them right?
Y- oh course Zayn, I tell them not to worry about me
Z- Y/N if you say that they will worry more

I started getting really irritated.

Y- then what can I say to them?!
Z- Y/N calm down
Y- sorry

I took a deep breath.

Z- what you can say....
Y- exactly, looked Zayn I know you care about me, but sometimes you need to stop worrying about me
Z- Y/N I dot. Think I can even live without thinking about you
Y- you should go
Z- I understand

He left, and I felt horrible tears started to fall down my face.

Y- I can't do anything right S/N why do I always go the wrong way, is there some thing I'm doing wrong, no wonder why people hate me for life

??? POV
As I was watching her sitting near the grave I started at it deeply.
" so that's what's he been doing the hole time
Tears started to go down my face

Your POV
As I got back home, I walked to Aphmau's house and knock on the door. When Kawaii~chan opened it she had cookie mix on her apron as I asked her to give a batch. As I got F/F cookies I walked back home, as I entered it was quiet cause of obvious D/N went to R/N house for a sleepover, I went to the kitchen to pour myself water, as it ran down my throat the coldness relief me, I went to my phone and looked through YouTube a hole lot of people we subscribing to my channel, I smiled as I went to the t.v and watch F/S.

As it was 9:00 I actually fell asleep on the couch.
I jumped up form my nightmare I was breathing heavily and my eyes were in shock.

~nightmare~
Everyone stared pushing me away darkness was taking over men felt alone inside, as nightmares started to fill my vision I couldn't escape.
~nightmare~

My heart was still beating fast, I looked at the time as it was getting late.

Skipped time to Sunday night
( wow I'm not sure if I ever did a time skip well if I didn't A NEW ACHIEVEMENT TO DCPFUDOR FOR FOR ISING TIME SKIP FOR THE FIRST TIME! )

As I was sitting on the bed my body was filled with curiosity.
D/N should he at home by now, even if I was gone huh? Strange maybe she still there
I called her phone as it was ringing in her room, I walked to her room as I opened the door....... Then I dropped my phone........

I leave you hanging again.... So how was it?
So I will tell you the whole story.

So on one day, I didn't eat snack or lunch cause of this thing I was supposed to do to never it did as I got home, I actually fell asleep because of the hot weather I was having and the lack of food I was eating, I was able to eat chips from friends of mine ( they are the best! ) but it didn't really help.

So that's what really happen, I hope I didn't take that long to make this chapter, actually it didn't take this much time to think of this chapter I already knew what I was going to do. But this will be good 😈.
Author~chan out