So this is not a chapter but as all of you know Veterans Day is on Monday and I wanted to shed some light on it, for years I never really understood why this day was needed until I found out that a veteran was actually a former soldier and that's when this day became so important to me because my dad is a veteran and so was my late uncle Robert Ortiz.

Last year on January 30th he passed away because of Kidney Failure but before he died he was sent to VA hospital in Texas I don't know whether he went to the one in Austin or Houston but either way they let him down!!! They said they would try their best to find him another kidney but they never did, They let him down and I will never forgive them for that!!! None of us even got to say goodbye, the last time I saw him alive was Christmas Eve 2017 that was the last time I ever saw him alive!!!! So why am I writing this? I just wanted all of you to know that I absolutely despised 2018, NOTHING GOOD EVER CAME FROM IT!!!! School shootings, heartbreak, etc. I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT AWFUL YEAR NEVER!!!! And the people at the cemetery he was buried at? TOTALLY RUDE AS HELL THEY WERE RUSHING US OUT AS SOON AS THE FUNERAL WAS OVER!!!! Tio Rob, I know you're not reading this but I just wanted to let you know that we all love you and miss you so much so I'll do the honor and sing this song.

🎵I'll have a blue Christmas, without you.🎵

🎵I'll be so blue, just thinking about you.🎵

🎵Decorations of red on a green Christmas tree, won't be the same if you're not here with me.🎵

🎵And when those blue Snowflakes start falling, that's when those blue memories start calling.🎵

🎵You'll be doing alright with your Christmas of white, but I'll have a blue, blue, blue, blue Christmas.🎵

🎵You'll be doing alright with your Christmas of white, but I'll have a blue, blue, blue, blue Christmas.🎵

Rest In Peace Tio Rob, no matter how far away you and Abuela and Abuelo are we will always love you.😢😢😢💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖