10:15 pm

It's time to journal all about my day. One word: Long. I hadn't been myself for quite a bit, because I stayed up a bit too late last night, trying to journal. I've got to work on that. Poppy, Smidge and I are in this writing group together, which has been a lot of fun. But what really got me so deep into thinking was the fact that Poppy and I have been together for a long time. I really love her and she loves me. At first, I was so negative, then I changed, and our relationship blossomed into something beautiful. 

As her boyfriend, I had been sharing her a bit of what I wrote in my journal. Also to mention that our main characters are totally opposites than the two of them. I guess that this change is making me feel so very happy. Oh, to mention that Poppy and I went swimming together, laughing together, being playful. She told me that I wasn't like five years ago, and I told her that it's the same I think of her. We even took the time at night to stare at the sky. We reflected about our past, seeing that we had learned a lot from one another. I'm blessed to have her as my girlfriend, and she told me that she was grateful for me to be her boyfriend. And the song I sang to her tonight was "Perfect for Me" from Trolls World Tour.

https://youtu.be/zH1Ap4VeG0U

Phew, that was a lot of venting, but it was worth it. It may not make any sense due to my choice of what will be the sentence, but that's just me spilling my guts out. Ew, that doesn't sound good. Spilling the beans? Yes, that sounds much better. Phew! Speaking of that, it's the third anniversary of Trolls World Tour, which we celebrated it with a party today.

Oh, another thing to talk about is that I'm craving for chocolate. I don't know why, but ever since I had two whole chocolate bars, I couldn't help but to want another one. I bought five chocolate bars, and I do want to eat like three whole ones, but I'm trying not to get into the habit of eating too much. I just ate dinner, but I already ate like a 1/4th of it. I don't want to eat it, but my mind is telling me to take another bite. But that's the thing. If I take a bite, I might take another one, and another one, and another one, and boom, the next thing you know is that it's gone. I LOVE chocolate, but I'm not going to let temptation get the best of me. Just put the chocolate bars into the pantry, locking it. Now, that's how I'm going to beat temptation. You don't scare me, Temptation. I'm off to bed. Goodnight.