10:31 pm

Clock strikes upon the hour, and the sun begins to fade! Still enough time to figure out how to chase my blues away! I've done alright up to now, it's the light of day that shows me how, and when the night falls, loneliness calls......

Oh, I wanna dance with somebody, I wanna feel the heat with somebody! Yeah, I wanna dance with somebody, with somebody who loves me! Oh, I wanna dance with somebody, I wanna feel the heat with somebody! Yeah, I wanna dance with somebody, with somebody who loves me!!!

https://youtu.be/6xzN8Nt0Pok

I had to get that song out of my head, so writing it down was fun! Anyways, Poppy and I decided to hang out together, just the two of us. Val went home to hang out with Demo. So, Poppy and I had a Bunker Date. It was a lot of fun, plus we wore onesies. We looked cute!!

Here is what I did today:

1. Spent more time with Poppy

2. We had a blast with another day of our slumber party

3. We watched a movie in my bunker

4. Poppy and I made brownies! (Yum!)

Nothing else happened because it rained all day AGAIN.  -_-

So we pretty much stayed here at my bunker. It was fun. Now for the journal prompt before I go to bed (or I stop journaling for the night, since Poppy and I will be staying up a bit late tonight).

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Shadow Work Journal Prompt #8: What would you say to your younger self?

I hope what I'm doing now has made up for everything that we had missed during the times of us being unhappy, or since we lost Grandma. It's going to be okay, because we are safe now. There's nothing to harm us anymore, because you got friends who care for you, especially Poppy. She is our best friend, and an awesome girlfriend to us. Grandma would've been proud of us, and I hope you'll be able to forgive yourself...no...do forgive yourself because it's not your fault....you don't need to be hard on yourself. Just remember that everything's going to be okay....I'm here for us. Although....we still do have our secret...but we should be okay.

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Aw, man. Now that got me sooo into the mode of being...I'm okay...at first, it wasn't easy for me to cry, but every now and then, it hits me easily. I'm okay...I'm going to tell Poppy what is wrong, since she is asking me why I'm crying....I'm going to tell her.

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Oh, Poppy, you and your hugs!! You give the BEST HUGS EVER!!! THANK YOU!!! I just got one of the best hugs from her just now, and I finally told her why I was crying. I'm okay now, feeling a lot better. We are going to dance now. Goodnight!