3:02 pm

Oh my gosh, I had been so busy all day today that I almost forgot to write in my journal. I regret not journaling this morning like usual, but there was a reason for it. To talk about this, I woke up at 7:24 am, and the 12 hours in the tent challenge was finally over. I know. What if I just write at least one sentence in my journal and then it will be good for the day? Sounds like a good idea, but I didn't do it. Also, I should be a shame of myself for making a bunch of excuses of me not journaling much earlier throughout this week. Yeah, I've been noticing that lately. 

Now I know that next time, I should at least write one sentence in my journal if I don't have much time to write in the morning. Okay, maybe I shouldn't be so hard on myself either. Journaling is a good practice, so learning from my mistakes can help too. As long as I take responsibility for it, right?

Well, to back on the topic of what happened this morning, I managed to get through the 12 hours in the tent challenge (ugh, I repeated myself), made it to the bathroom (which I ran all the way to my bunker), came back to chat with the others, had a lovely breakfast (ate 3 muffins and a banana) inside the tent, pack my belongings, and went back home. In the end, I unpack my clothes, did some laundry, went in the shower, and now lying on my bed.

So, I'm going to relax a bit more and will journal tonight.

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8:50 pm

I stayed at home most of the time, and Poppy came to my bunker after I settled down for a bit around two hours later. She asked me if I was feeling alright since last night. Now to point this out, she asked me the same question this morning when I returned to the tent after my bathroom break. I told her that I was fine. When she asked me this at that moment, I told her how I was actually feeling last night (not fully, just the small detail). Poppy hugged me, telling me that I could've told her how I was feeling the night before. Yeah, I could've, huh? Nope. Not in front of our friends. I was about to tell her this, but instead I hugged her back, smiling and responding that at least I'm okay now, and that's a fact.

Anyways, I made Jackfruit Sandwiches with Coleslaw and Corn on the side for dinner. It was delicious. Me trying a new recipe. Now, dinner made me feel better after eating that, plus Poppy enjoyed it herself and asked me if we could spend the night together of watching a movie. How fun! I agreed and we hugged. My worries about Poppy's plans have faded away. Yay!

Again, I'm sorry for not journaling this morning, and I hope to journal tomorrow morning at least, so I can get back to that habit of doing so. I enjoyed doing that before I got so busy and all. I'm settling down as we are having a movie night (and Gary's joining us too). Goodnight!