Following words will be wrote in English .
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I was wondering for a long time ago about my past and future. Many people say that you don't have to worry about past because they are pass over already and you don't have to care about it .
You must take care of your future is the most important thing .

I know about that, but sometime I must look at the past one more time at least 2 times or more than this . I know that I don't have to give a damn about "PAST" but if I review my past, I find myself truly stupid when put all my faith in friends alot .
I remembered clearly a girl, when at that time I really didn't have any closed friends or even I hardly had friends but in some ways she approached me and talked with me ,and she promised me to make friend with me and will be my best friend forever .

You know, at that time I didn't have anyone to be my friends. Therefore I put my trust in a wrong people , a bad people that made me feel upset and regret . I was preety silly when believed in that girl so much , I didn't realize that she is going to take advanced me as soon as possible .

Actually, she tried to make friend with me in a proper way and then she will prank me or leave me behind her . Fortunately , I realized that things sooner :))) but there was many things to fix it and when I couldn't carry it out I chose to be left school the sooner the better .

What a crazy childhood.

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Some people have been asked me that "How do you feel about Private and Public school ? , and which one do you like?" .

To be honest, I would love to study in Private school than Public school , my Dad was dissapointed about that and often said "Private school is only for foolish who couldn't study well! " . Therefore I accept to be a foolish to enter any Private school.

I found Private school better than Public one because I felt safe and respected , and for those who has been studied in a Public school. Not every teachers in a school can interfere our unexpected fights and sudden quarrel , they can not even guarantee someone when they engage in something dangerous == .

But when we study in a Private school, I know we are annoyed by the rules around us, but because of the strict rules that protect us. Just need a supervisor with a very thick board of rules, I assure you that the unexpected will only be 30% probability.

I have been studied at a Public school. I was pretty confident when I came to school in the first year , I thought that everythings will be okay if I have a confidence but I was wrong .

I have an ugly appearance , I slightly tall but I have a disease, it seems they can cure but it does not heal immediately . I didn't think my life will be seriously bad .

My Classmates treated me not terribly at all but I felt disgusting, they call me by the names they thought yesterday, they bullied me , They warned my friends that they were not allowed to play with me, otherwise they would have the same consequences as me. I felt bad when nobody stands up to against them, I was have an autism and despression disease at that time .I have always thought that I need to commit suicide in order not to suffer from this kind of scene any longer.

I have been cried a lot after those things begined , I cried silently for no one couldn't hear me . I studied in Public school from grade 1 to grade 8 and I couldn't stand anymore . Honestly , no one know my issues at that time just until I told them .

My Dad heard from my grandmother say that I could not study properly in that public school. Therefore they asked the principal to withdraw the file and transfer me to another private school.

Actually, I was bullied for a long time ago from grade 1 until grade 8 and grade 9 weren't okay for me because that is the first time I went to a Private school , I was very depressed when the people in a class at that private school looked at me with curious and surprised eyes, and I had a poor school year there because I was not used to everything but then everything's were really OKAY.

When I was in grade 10, even though I was still learning poorly, everything was great. I am no longer being bullied as before, but instead I have high positions in a class that I have been dreamed for a long long time . I got compliments about my education, and I was no longer making my dad vexatious.

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( This depends on how each people's comments. This is my own opinion. Please if you have any idea, please email me ) .

Thanks for reading my short story . ♤♡♢♧