neil was sitting a room in his house ...the walls of the room were painted black and lines were drawn in them...he was sitting there and gulping down the alcohol...dd came to him...

dd- neil...neil

neil looked at him and told,

neil- kya huya dd?? tujhe bhi chahiye kya?? le le..tu bhi pee...aish kar...le le..have it...

dd- bas kar neil..plzzz..plzz mere bhai...

dd sat on his kness and hold his hand..

dd- neil 5 saal ho gaye hain.....

then neil looked into dd's eyes and told..

neil-5 saal,,3 mahine,,4 din,,17 ghante,,8 minute...

dd- neil kyun tu usse yaad kar raha hai..bhool ja na uss avni ko..woh tere pyaar ke kaabil nahi thi yaar...isiliye tujhe bina samjhe chhod ke chali gayi.....

neil got up and held his collar..

neil- how dare u??? how dare
u haan?? mein mere avni ke khilaaf ek sabh nahi sunana
chahata...

dd felt sorry and hugged him tightly...

dd- i am srry neil...i am really vry vry sorry...mujhe aisa nahi bolna chahiye tha...lekin mujhse teri ye haalat aur dekhi nahi jaati..plzz tu usse bhool ja...aree dost nahi..tu mera bhai hai bhai..plzz..

neil broked the hug and cupped his face..

neil- nahi dd...kabhi nahi..mein avni ko kabhi nahi
bhoola sakta hoon..woh meri
zindagi hai..dil mein uska chehera hai...avni meri yaadon mein hai...meri saansein avni hai....aur saans ke bina mein nahi jee sakta...

dd- zinda toh tu ab bhi nahi hai neil..

neil(smiled)- sahi kaha tune...meri jaan toh 5 saal
pehle hi mujhe chhodkar chali gayi...

dd- woh sirf ek ladki hi to thi neil...usse bhool ja...

then neil started to sing,,

mein ishq uska...
woh aasiqui hai merii..
mein ishq uska...
woh aasiqui hai meri...
woh ladki nahi
zindagi hai meri...
woh ladki nahi zindagi hai meriii...

dd was lookingat him then he understood that neil wants to explain avnis importance in his life through this song..then neil continued..

aankhon mein hai uska chehera..
yaadon mein hai uska pehra
mein hoon raahi,woh hai manzil...

he hold a avni photo and continued..

karna hai ab usko haasil...

inn dhadkon mein baje uski
hi sargam..
woh meri jaana hai..
woh meri jaanam..
mein chain uska,woh tisneji hai meri..
mein chain uska,woh tisneji hai meri..
wih ladki nahi...
zindagi hai...

then neil got up and started
caressing avnis picture in the
wall and was imagining avni and closed his eyes..

khoosbu jaisi,aye jaye..
kitna dil ko woh tadpaye..
meri saansein meri dhadkan...
woh hai mera deewanapan..

then neil turned towards dd and sang...

betabiyon mein hai woh rahat ka mausam...
uske liye hi mere chahat ka mausam...
mein hosh uska woh bekhudi hai meri...
woh ladki nahi zindagi hai meri....
woh ladki nahi zindagi hai meri...

he ended this song and cried very badly...

dd-itna pyaar karta hai usse??

neil- khud se bhi zyada....

dd-toh phir ja dhund usse!!!

neil- 5 saalon se to yahi kar raha hoon dd!! lekin abtak nahi milli..

he got up and wiped his tears and told..

neil- nahin meri avni mujhe milegi...mein usse dhund loonga....mujhe sabkuch thhick karna hoga...

dd- haan neil..mein tere saath hoon...but agar tu itna piyega toh bheed iss duniya ki bheed mein teri avni ko pehchanega
kaise??usska chehera bhool jayega tu!!

neil(smiled)- khudko bhul sakta hoon dd..lekin mere
avni ko,uske pyaar ko nahin...

so how was it??
i think it was a boring chapter?
hai na??
next-"guess urself"