Thursday, May 9th, 2019
Today is a bad day, rain all day long. Moreover, I cannot go anywhere with this kind of weather. But the most important thing is, yesterday, top 20 challengers come into my room and I think I have said something that make him quite annoyed, I think so...
To be honest, I don't want to say or talk just like that. It just because.... I feel so lonely here. You know that I didn't talk or say anything with someone who I wanna talk for the whole week. It's just..... yeah, give up so lonely.... and hardly ever have a guy, who can do that work. I don't know why. But to be honest. I hate my feeling. I want to become a ghosh (not die) in this school. I don't wanna die. I just want to have someone who can talk to me, who can share some story with me, who can help me. And who near me.....
But yeah, I don't like the self-help book(neither do George). Because it's so worldly and wordy. So I don't like self-help book. And in my opinion, I think you shouldn't like it either. Because reading all of them in 1 day(or more) quite waisting time. Because it contained full of trash and stupid thing, many many success in this life. Make a numerous of stupid story and trash and bla bla bla (if you pay attention, you will know that I have just waisting your time by repeating everything I have said). So, people want to steal your money just like that, they give you something stupid but you still believe them because the power of language, rhythm,etc. see? They just want to steal your money, steal your time. And make you feel like when you read all the self-help book, you will be more cleaver and you can be success in this whole live. Stop it!!! It suck. And yeah, stop reading self-help book. It just make you feel more foolish (or unwise). So trust me.
And stop wordy too. It quite annoying..... to be honest
Anyway, don't you think I quite ưander from the subject 😝😝😝?