Kinda a rant? But not really idk
So skip this chapter if you don't like this kind of stuff

When I was little something happened that I'm not too fond of remembering
Sometimes when my mind tries to force me to remember, I do anything to make the thoughts go away
I try to forget, but for some reason I can't forget the biggest thing, the part that hurts me most
At least my family knows to never bring it up, and I haven't told anyone outside my family
It's mostly because I feel shame for even letting it happen, I don't want anyone who I trust to know that it happened to me
But maybe that's a bad thing, it's funny because I always tell people to talk about their feelings, because keeping them pent up is really bad
Ironically, I don't follow my own advice
Don't even offer letting me talk to you, because there's a very low chance I will
For now, I'll just keep trying to forget
I don't even know why I made the drawing, I just wanted to do something about it other else than forgetting
It made me feel a bit better, but it's whatever

Bleh I'll delete this later on sorry