Hyukie💘

It has now been a year and one month and four days

My heart is still hurting

But I'm giving up hope of you reading these

I don't want to

But it just seems less and less likely every day

Even if you saw these

You probably have a great life going on where ever you are

You don't need my negativity and sadness affecting you.

I'm not going to stop messaging you

I just feel hurt at this point

I don't feel much else these days

Sometimes there are short bursts of happiness caused by the rest of them

But even behind that happiness

There's a sting in my heart

The thought that it would be better if you were here surfaced in my mind.

I don't want to let you go

But I might have to

Please

Just give me a sign a sliver of hope to hold onto

Please?

Sent 10:01 PM