My vision is blurry. I can see a sharp white light all around me. I can hear the sound of the AED and a shock goes through me, into my heart and through my whole body. Pain, that's all I can feel, only pain, I cant feel my body, where am I? I can hear a faint voice repeating the word: "Clear" above me. Am I dead? I feel my vision becoming darker as the AED sends another shockwave through me. And as everything turns dark I hear the sound of the heart rate monitor fail into a long beep and I hear a calm, callus voice above me blur out into nothingness.