It wasn't as great as I said,
I lied, yet again,
The abuse, never stops,
My mentality, it drifts farther away.

My vision blurs,
The slaps across my face,
Chains on my hands,
Just because I'm not enough.

It doesn't happen,
But in my mind, it's what they all do,
I can feel they frustration radiate,
It makes my mind crazy.

Like, don't pretend,
I know how much you want me dead,
Just tell me to flee,
Tell me to go away.

Wipe that softness from your voice,
That satin like hug,
That imagery of a good person,
Wipe that fake persona.

Ruined my mentality,
Unintentionally though,
I know what you all are,
But it's not one who cared,

Maybe it's because they had to though.