It's been a long time,
I'm tired of everything,
I need a mind of my own,
I need lane, a different zone.

Further in time,
I pend and I pine,

Why couldn't I just not exist?

Everything's up to thine,
This universe of mine,

A liar and a seeker that was always devine.

The feels and lightening,
The crave I'm fighting,
To throw all things down, but I'm climbing.

No one deserves this,
To live in this dark abyss,

But I guess I was always good at it.

It's time to go back,
I've fallen out of love,
But that cozy feeling in my heart,
I miss it so much.

If only I could've kept,
If only I had wept,
About how unjust life has been.

Maybe if I slept,
I wouldn't have been a mess,
But as life ever given any justice yet?