Why are the alarms going off?
The smoke detector's blaring,

My mind, up there is empty,
But, at the same time, there's so much in here.

The regret is burning,
But I ignore it,

No! I can't go back,
I'm sorry, you didn't deserve it.

The fire, the snow inside me,
It gives me the chills,

The burns all over my skin.

The hot water, it's my bath,
I feel so cold inside,

Did I break your heart?
I'm not sorry, but I am,

I told you not to come close,
I told you to say goodbye.

It's not your fault,
I drew you in,

But I warned,
You didn't listen.

How many times I told,
But today, I'm just gonna stay awake,

The heck, how deaf can one be?
Why care so much?

Like I'm some gem,
Some treasure chest,

What are you chasing me for?
I'll soon cut the thread,

Then it will be over soon.

I'm used to me,
But my darkness will cut you,

Bullshit,
I'm delusional.

I don't seem to care,
But I really do.

Do I really?
Or are they excuses like you said too?

I told you, I couldn't lie,
I couldn't say this was forever,

It's like never,
But ever ill-mannered, nevermind.

You said always,
But my mind said, not ever,

I couldn't lie,
When the next day could be my end.

When I saw your eyes,
It's almost like I could see heaven,

I couldn't lie to glistening watery eyes,
Too afraid I'd end up dead.

You stalk me, obsessed,
You don't understand,

In the darkness,
Sadness I'll possess.

Depressed,
A mess,

A little crazy,
I little despised.

But it's not easy to deny,
That I'd rather comfort you,

Than hide behind the shadows of mine,
Just for you to plan my demise.